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>Lmao, shut the fuck up.
Some people just aren't made for being alive.
How have you been improving yourself exactly and how did it work out? What does your average day look like? What are the emotions you usually have?
What do you expect to gain from dropping out of society?
It just sounds like a sorry excuse for suicide, go move into the woods perhaps.
You're not looking for advice, are you? You're looking for people telling you that you're right.
Your personality probably is a disaster, how did you try to fix this?
You seem to have an abrasive one, I guess being around you is having a shitty time, people trying to avoid you?
Why the fuck are you obsessed with the past instead of learning from it and then move on? Why are you doing such stupid things?
But then, yeah, maybe you're just retarded, this seems like a distinct possibility, I'll give you that. Life is not for everyone.
Normally I would ask what you have planned for your next steps, but I have seen your other thread, bartending.
I do wish you good luck with that, no sarcasm here. At least you seem to be trying to improve and not only do questionable things for weird reasons...right?
If it doesn't work out, even some volunteer work could maybe help to improve your social skills. You know, those annoying WWF, whatever, people trying to talk you into donating some money. But then, this may be too much for you, it requires some charisma, some personality. As you probably know, people decide quickly if they want to talk to you or not.
These are not necessarily question that I expect an answer to, but tings that you should ask yourself.
The bartending thing may be complicated to get into. Part of your job is selling the place, motivate your costumers to stay, drink, obviously. and to come back again.
This includes flirting with women, even gays. Nothing too serious, mostly. Source: I know a lot of them, several of them falling for me.

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