>meet guy
>he's nice and handsome but has mental issues he confides in me
>say "I can fix him"
>go through years of therapy and supporting him when he's jobless, he stays at my apt rent-free
>withstand a period of heavy verbal abuse and emotional disregulation
>eventually I do "fix him" and he's consistently normal
>get engaged, looking toward a future together, feeling happy
>he suddenly leaves me for someone else and goes no-contact when I try to talk to him

I haven't been able to sleep for the past week. My mind is searing 24/7, I can't see and have tunnel vision. When I try to sleep, my brain wakes me up after 30 min. I can't remember things and can't listen when people are talking to me. I am constantly flipping between hating him and desperately wanting him to call me and take me back.

Any faster way to recover from this? I know it will end eventually but right now I'm not even a sentient person. I have no friends or family to talk to, because I chose him over keeping up those relationships. I just go to work and go home to my empty apartment and seethe and want him to call me.

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>meet guy>he's nice and handsome but has mental issues he confides in me>say "I can fix him">go through years…

>meet guy
>he's nice and handsome but has mental issues he confides in me
>say "I can fix him"
>go through years…