>>32927821
> just contact them less and less most people will drift away the less you interact with them

That works for most, but for some reason people in my life seem to think that they are somehow helping me by dragging me to shit I don't care to do, or even worse, they ask me every other day to *hang out* with their ideas being playing ass youtube content they know I can't stand while wanting my undevided attention on it. It gets hard to say "no, I'm busy" when they ask every single day.

> sounds a tad like OCD
I do think I have that. I sometimes get caught in *loops* where I have to do an action or something just right or else it feels like God and the ghosts of everything I've ever loved will disown me.

>The thing with sleep is you have to be consistent otherwise your body wigs out.
Could you explain what you mean by "wigs out"?

>>32927834
> You could have oral sex
I am so ashamed of my horribly scared genitals, I honestly don't want to make someone be down there. I think I'm borderline asexual at this point for one reason or another.

> you'd have an easier time pooping if you stopped drinking
I have been like this since I was 6, I don't think the recent drinking is changing much. Again I have fine enough time shitting, it just hurts and I have to physically push on parts of my body to make... the magic happen.

>>32927839
Because of twisted intestines, I do have a hard time farting actually. Same thing as above, I have to push on my abdomen and shift things around to fart most days. My periods are awful and often debilitating. My abdomen swells up so bad and the pain is so intense I feel like I can't even leave my house. I don't want a hysterectomy because it messes up so many aspects of your body, from bone density to the chemicals that make you who you are, but it's so awful I dread each month like a gunshot wound.

>>32927874
I do, but again, they seem to think they are doing me some kind of favor by "keeping me company" so they push it

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