>be me
>19yo italian 70s looking guy
>meet goth gf about 2 years and a half ago
>most romantic experience ever had
>love of my life
>things slowly crumbled away as her mental state gradually got worse and led mine to get also pretty bad
>gf loses all her confidence , gains weight and stops wearing all the cool clothes that made her stand out
>start having fights over and over without really learning much from them as these happen usually because of how i am and because things that i don't really want to do as she is kinda obsessed with the concept of "serious relationship" and
i honestly don't give a fuck about or i'm too depressed to care
>also I'm in a spot where i'm afraid of commitment and i'd like to have new experiences and to date other girls/fuck around
>start having thoughts about having sex with other girls who started hanging out with my friend group and often think about one in particular wich is not actually a girl but actually a non binary person that i really find attractive
>meanwhile my girlfriend is also continuously limited in hanging out because of her mental health
guys i don't really know what to do i really think that i couldn't find a girl like mine because i actually think she is incredible and i love her and she is the most intelligent person i know and we have so much in common but at the same time i think that i still don't want to commit in an eternal relationship as i feel too young and scared and I also think that most of the fights are cause of my immature ass and sometimes i think i'd just like to breakup for some year by telling her some shit like that i feel not ready and mature enough to commit and that i feel like im hurting her by being like i am and then get back together but i know it's not possible.
also I really like this other "guy" (he goes by male pronouns since neutral doesnt exist in italian and kinda feels weird) and I'd really like to fuck his skinny pussy but at the same time he is kinda cringe and says corny shit

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should I break up with gf and go for nonbinary pussy