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>I'm having a really hard time trying to be a guy.
As expected.
>I'm FTM
Notice how you don't say "I'm a man", you say FTM. That shows you why you are struggling to be a guy.

>It just doesn't feel like it's working socially
Because most people, 99% of the world in fact, do not suffer from the categorized mental disorder called "gender dysphoria".

>Nobody treats me like a guy
Because they don't see a guy, they see a woman.

>I work in construction but none of my coworkers will let me handle certain equipment, and they rush over to take material from me and tell me it's too heavy for me, they do t regulate their other guys like that
Because they're men, you're a female. They are taller than you presumably, stronger, more muscled, have higher bone density and muscle mass, and can exert greater force than you. They take the equipment from you because if they don't, you get injured, and the company loses money paying for your incident.

They don't regulate their name coworkers because they're male, not muscleless females.

>It's easy to tell they look out for me when they drink
Because you have a high chance of being raped by strangers. They don't. Because again - you are female they are male.

>Is there anything I can do?
Yes. Please look into getting diagnosed for Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). Learn why you have the wrong idea on gender, understand gender is not performative, you only think it is because as an autist, you struggle to socialize and have been performing at being 'human' your whole life and you thought gender is just another act. It's not an act. It's a fact of reality. And fact is, you're female.

Please do not ruin your life with HRT or permanent surgeries that will be irreversible and life long. Top surgery means you can never nurse a baby, ever.

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