>>33305714
awesome
>>33305753
lol you'd be surprised - if you ever choose to study psychology you'd find that your question has a lot more merit to it than you might think it does. life experiences can impact us permanently even if we're below the age of 2. traumatic shit that happened to you as a baby actually can affect you permanently, even if you don't end up remembering any of it
to answer your question, yeah im circumcised but it happened when i was like 3 or 4. i actually remember it too. i had no idea what was going on, and everyone was ignoring me when i asked. felt like i was a lab animal or something lol. weird experience
>>33305976
>Oh yeah advice. I wish I knew lol
sound, just knowing im not alone helps almost as much so don't worry. your post hit close to home. cheers man
>>33305990
i actually was on meds. following my suicide attempt, i was prescribed zoloft which i stayed on for like 5 years. it saved my life and did wonders for my OCD, but the suicidal background noise in my head remained. i don't think it's a chemical thing. i grew up with an abusive father, and that's why the suicidal thoughts began when i was so young. besides, SSRIs can be a godsend for OCD (and potentially anxiety) but in regards to everything else, all they do is numb your emotions - it's a bandaid solution, and i don't think they actually truly do much for depression or anxiety in the long run. that was my experience, at least.
>>33306241
fellow OCD haver. i had the exact same experience. as i said above, i don't think SSRIs are an actual solution when it comes to depression or anxiety - but they're a godsend when it comes to OCD. i struggled with pure O and it was absolutely debilitating. zoloft saved my life. it eventually began to do more harm than good, and im glad i dont take it anymore - but i have to give it credit for allowing me to actually tackle and manage my OCD to the point where i barely meet the diagnostic criteria today.

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i have been passively suicidal since i was about 9 years old. it's been a hardcoded part of my thought process for nearly two decades. i…

i have been passively suicidal since i was about 9 years old. it's been a hardcoded part of my thought process for nearly two decades.
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