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>You said you experienced someone like yourself before
I didn't like those people for other reasons. Though, I've had friends (or love interests) in the past who *did* spend a lot of time with me, like to the point of calling ever day and meeting up whenever we could, but for some reason they randomly just lost interest in me from one day to another, or in one case they were manipulated by their old partner (which was definitely.. something..) to never speak to me again. Every time this has happened I've been in extreme emotional distress to the point of consuming lots of alcohol and cutting myself over the course of months, and I can never seem to get over people. Every new relationship I build feels like it's a replacement for something.

For context; I lost my first girlfriend to suicide

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