>trying to start non medically transition in ways that I can write off as being butch to other people & I have things like a male alternate name that I don't want to tell people about yet
Identity obsession because woman
>Have the cis lesbian equivalent of a fujoshi brain, view being in a relationship as a man with a woman in the same way fujoshis and gay trans men view being in a gay relationship
Fujoshi means porn addict. you view the world in a sexualized manner because you are a porn addict
> Relate to cringe teen boy shit like "Me when le goth mommies exist "
Porn addict
> Joke about being a man who fetishizes lesbianism a lot but they're feeling less like jokes
Porn addict
> Most of my fantasies involve having sex with women as a man, particularly a weird or objectifying man
Porn addict
> Don't even check myself anymore when I feel like I'm being a perv about women because it's kinda gender affirming
Porn addict
> Love the thought of dating women as a straight man and know if i were to fully transition, being heterosexual would be tied to my identity
Porn addict
> Have an overwhelmingly strong urge for this situation but don't want to get too attached because it's not realistic as long as i don't pass
Reality
> "I should stop thinking about this, it's perverted and making me want things I can't have"
Reality
> Remembers that being an unabashed pervert is integral to this fantasy and i'll never escape these thoughts no matter how hard i try
Porn addict

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