>discuss things with dad again
>tells me my vacation plans in spring would be actually too devastating for the business
>they closed down construction since december and he would need to continue it with me through spring
>befor that lil bros psychosis slowed down work by a lot so financally we are not in the strongest form we could be usually
>I should at least wait til late summer according to dad
>muh cherry blossoms
>to be desu what is rather more important is that I get some time to recover from all the happenings at home to be in a better form again
>I guess it cant be helped and I have to pull through somehow
>better stfu n get ready to sleep soon
>hab to be somewhere at 6am
>less than 7h sleep at this point reee
>I hope I can fall asleep at all oof
>>80088754
what I rather need is to regain mental health points,
im still damaged by my fav cats sudden death and the psychosis of lil bro is taking its own heavy toll
He will be punished without me doing anything if he doesnt realises his wrong doings n seek help,
too bad I wont be there in his class when he is gonna call himself in all seriousness half human n half god infront of everyone
anyhoo I need to be in good form to figure out organisation matters n everything else to manage it,
Parents believe strongly im going to do it better than him, I believe that myself too but trying to sort out his mess til its my own system is going to be such a headache
Im also going to be highly paranoid about safety & errors that could costs so kinda lots of stress for myself
bleh thanks I need to calm down, stfu n get ready2sleep

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