>be me
>20s, gender dysphoria and agp but deep closet, nobody knows
>gf is chill, normie tier but sweet, thinks I'm just a slightly depressed dude who likes anime
>always kinda identified with Rei's whole quiet vibe, resonates idk why
>gf is out for the night with her friends
>get the brilliant idea to finally try the Rei cosplay I've been secretly hoarding parts for
>cheap eva school uniform from aliexpress
>wig that cost around $30
>spend an hour trying to do makeup, with questionable success
>whatever, put it all on
>look in the mirror
>look ok I guess for the first time cosplaying
>but for like, 5 seconds, the brain static quiets down? Feel slightly less like crawling out of my skin
>start doing dumb poses in the living room
>feel kinda pathetic but also weirdly euphoric
>hear keys in the lock
>FUCK
>gf wasn't supposed to be back for hours
>no time to hide or change, just freeze like a moron in the middle of the room
>door opens
>gf walks in, phone in hand, mid-sentence saying "Yeah Sarah, I forgot my..."
>sees me
>me: standing there, 6'1", in cheap cosplay wig and makeup
>her: ....
>me: ....
>her: "...Rei?"
>voice is super quiet and confused
>haven't said a word since, she just grabbed a pillow and went to the couch like an hour ago
>total radio silence
how do I even begin to explain this shit without outing myself completely or her thinking I'm just some degenerate weirdo (I mean, maybe I am?) did I just speedrun destroying my relationship over Rei? help /r9k/ please

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