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I live in a housing block majority drug-addicted
Some of them i promised money whilst borrowing drugs under the influence of these meds - that i haven’t reimbursed, can’t, and don’t want to unless it comes from the personal wallet of whoever is currently in charge of Australia’s budgeting.

It took a while for me to reason to realise - what occurs under the influence of these drugs is really asked for by taking them - its all a mess, you’re not yourself till you’ve quit and got your frontal cortex back.

Now I still hate engaging with other people, I get nervous, especially when prior thought routes become evoked by conversing or even just seeing people I encountered whilst under influence - they’ll push inferior moralities, totally take advantage of any social hierarch

But ive now got my own rules, i exercise, eat healthy - improve. Staying out of other’s way so i can expect reciprocation

My cognitive style which most aligns with asperger criteria, doesn’t really allow “smalltalk” or tasks that require understanding other peoples perspectives - at least for now - so essentially never really been “mates/bros” with anyone

^but i find comfort in my analytical side, seeing the strings and boundaries that influence people to determine myself when to take someone seriously, and my physical capabilities are sufficient to defend my rules.

I still haven’t had any confirmation of the cessation of the capacity of decision making review that was done against me, - looks like its just a onions tactic to provoke but if not i have comfort knowing people know that if they were to come to my door demanding me to do something- the mess from instigating me would far outweigh the reward pursuing the negligible chance of receiving some compliance from me.

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