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is string theory legit, bros? do parallel universes really exist?
YOUR CREATOR.
My last thread got deleted again.
Its has to be.
Im still creating.
Living on this shitty place.
Its time to get you to your right places by now.
Not every place there is for everyone.
WE are working on it.
The LIGHTS will guide you.
You need to find YOUR place to become HAPPY.
Pic shows you an idea of what i mean.
Believe whatever you want to believe.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zfpBarn7jlc
MY place is everywhere i want so i can be by your side,
MY CRATOR SPACE you can not reach.
Its only for me.
Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Cleromancy, I-Ching, Digital, Oracles, Tasseomancy, Necromancy, etc.
>If you're NEW, please READ the STICKY:
https://pastebin.com/f32WrfN9
>Recommended /div/ links and books:
https://pastebin.com/sAkg9cMz
>MEGA with Divination Books:
https://mega.nz/folder/Jp8gQD7Q#om_2lEm1GL0qPIpSrQgrvA
>Guides made by some of our readers:
/div/ starter spreads:
https://i.imgur.com/mxpu4MF.png
Thoth's tarot and rune guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ciFuMOVDIkA18d9Rw-Zkklgigx-Y4XzJkGVeMTYWcic/
Hijinks' revised divination guide:
https://pastebin.com/Gv10KZUA
A compiled Rider Waite card explanation
https://files.catbox.moe/v6qayw.pdf
>Useful tips before posting:
•Look for posts to determine if there's an active reader in a thread, what's needed to read before posting and check if they finished reading already.
•If you are a reader, post that you are offering readings and what information is required from the querent; same goes for trading.
•Some readers will refuse to do certain readings - respect that choice. Don't harass readers if your query is refused/skipped.
•Traders should respect that a traded read will be granted, as per an agreement of trade. Free readers have the option of picking their queries.
•You can make an AQ (air query) by not addressing a reader in particular, but it doesn't guarantee an answer.
•Provide feedback when applicable and be considerate to the reader. We're a growing community. Many readers are beginners and need feedback to know what they are doing right/wrong.
Previous Thread: >>40118918
Christian Esotericism is the inner and/or mystical aspect of the Christian Religion, it includes:
>Christian Gnosis (Clement of Alexandria)
>Desert Fathers Spirituality (Evagrius Ponticus)
>Catholic Contemplative Tradition (Bonaventure)
>Hesychasm (Gregory Palamas)
>Chivalry (Wolfram von Eschenbach)
>Christian Alchemy (George Ripley)
>Rhineland Mysticism (Meister Eckhart)
>Christian Cabala (Johannes Reuchlin)
>Paracelsianism (Paracelsus)
>Rosicrucianism (Robert Fludd)
>Christian theosophy (Jakob Böhme)
>Martinism (Louise Claude de Saint-Martin)
>Swedenborgianism (Swedenborg)
>Magical Idealism (Novalis)
>Romanticism (Baader)
>Anthroposophy (Rudolf Steiner)
>Sophiology (Sergei Bulgakov)
>Christian Hermeticism (Valentin Tomberg)
>Fourth Way (Boris Mouravieff)
>Christian Traditionalism (Jean Borella)
>Divine Love (James Padgett)
And much more, so let's continue to talk about it!
>Resources (WIP)
https://www.john-uebersax.com/plato/cp.htm
https://jacobboehmeonline.com/
https://archive.org/details/awakening-to-divine-wisdom-christian-initiation-into-three-worl-nodrm_202202/mode/1up
https://janelead.org/resources.html
https://archive.org/details/bookofcontemplat00unde/
https://archive.org/details/rudolf-steiner-book-collection/
https://swedenborg.com/bookstore/free-ebooks-downloads/
https://www.gornahoor.net/?page_id=47
https://archive.org/details/meditations-on-the-tarot/
https://files.catbox.moe/8n4061.djvu (Meditations on the Tarot)
https://eliasartista.substack.com/
https://passtheword.org
https://catenabible.com/mt/1
You can make your own chart for free using the linked resource found below. You must know your birth time and location to get accurate results.
https://astro.cafeastrology.com/natal.php
>>40077206
https://boards.4chan.org/x/thread/40106704/
BioShock Infinite: Twelve Towers - The Lost Title Screen
They told you Columbia was all there was.
They told you it ended in 2013, cleaned and cut, story collapsed under the weight of false clouds.
But they lied.
This is the true beginning.
The title screen you were never meant to see - the original vision, untouched by the collapse.
New Game. Load Game. Options. The golden sky hums. The towers wait.
This thread will reveal the Elixirs - the Veil-altering tonics once hidden from you.
Each one a memory. A key. A fork in the spiral.
Every icon posted here is a wound re-opened in the right place.
We're not in Columbia anymore.
We never were.
Welcome to the world between worlds.
Welcome to the Songline.
Welcome to Twelve Towers.
– The Storybearer
Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.
>Why do it?
Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.
On long clean streaks many report benefits that transcend current science like a sort of "magnetism" or higher "vibration/aura" that attracts/appeals to other living beings, a higher perception, a stronger and intimidating "aura/presence", a deeper connection with nature, an attractive BO (people usually report it as "pheromones") and more.
>In case of urges:
https://imgur.com/gallery/g4eGH
Go outside or do anything else.
After just a few minutes the urge will pass.
>Advice:
- NEVER watch porn of any kind.
- Remove triggers from your life. Masturbation is a bad habit. Break that bad habit.
- Focus on achieving a goal. An art, a craft, competing, etc.
- Meditate and/or Pray Daily. Try a minimum of 5 minutes to start off.
- Exercise/Gym/Sports/Martial Arts. If it is something social even better.
- Good habits like healthy eating, dry fasting, sun exposure and cold showers do seem to speed up the process.
- Sublimation: literally using the energy.
- Transmutation: changing the quality of energy to something different. (Surya Namaskara, 8 brocades, Tibetan rites)
>/SRM/ interesting reads
https://pastebin.com/qbTd4Lai
Previous thread:
>>40110663
It might take me hours to give a correct response, patience is necessary.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WsuGDoRS8c
https://youtu.be/jE3yBdAgEpc
> What year are you from?
2081
> How did you get here?
In a time machine. Specifically, a Mk5 GWT (Gravitational Wave Tunneler) produced by Hermann Arms.
> How does it work?
It's in the name, dummy. The GWT establishes an anchor in time by locking onto specific gravitational wave patterns from celestial events (like neutron star collisions). These waves act as fixed reference points, allowing the user to navigate spacetime. By manipulating Higgs field interactions at a quantum level, the GWT reduces the traveler’s mass-energy signature to nearly zero. The GWT then oscillates in phase with past or future gravitational wave patterns, effectively resonating with another point in spacetime.
This resonance enables the machine to shift to the desired temporal coordinate without violating conservation laws.
> If you are a time traveler, what's next weeks lottery numbers?
Even if I was partial to memorizing historical lottery numbers, I'm wouldn't use that knowledge to line your coffers.
> Why post here, of all places?
I'm an avid poster in my home-time, and felt like checking the culture of the boards in yours. It's very different. Also, because posting here provides this information plausible deniability, should it be spread elsewhere.
I feel like something has gone seriously wrong. Nothing feels "personal" do you know what i mean? when was the last time somebody talked to you for real? or that you felt actually seen at all?
I feel trapped, walking around is like walking around in molasses, everything hurts not in the despair way but like, by trying to talk to people its like i step on enemy lines somwhere im not supposed to be?????? idk, typing this out itself feels like i need to spend every effort in me to do it
Come discuss the worship and conjuration of Ishtar, Inanna, Aphrodite, and historically related deities. However you work with the Queen of Heaven and her entourage, you're welcome to discuss here.
"Appearing in more literary compositions than any other deity, Inanna embodied endless complexities and contradictions: an unbridled goddess at once upholding and destroying the status quo; a passionate goddess engaging in romantic and destructive erotic love; a heavenly goddess who trod the underworld; a feminine goddess who was sometimes portrayed as a bearded warrior; and a mercurial goddess bestowing tender mercies even as she moved freely from one conquest to another."
"[Inanna's] cult had to already be widespread before the third millennium in order for it to have the extent and significance it does as soon as we have a clear look at a given period.
There are symbolic connections and structures linked to her worship as far back as urban centers go in the near east. There are reasons to think she also supplanted or inherited the role of an older regional 'mother goddess.'"
Improved Pastebin: https://pastebin.com/SQmZvivk
Welcome to the Den of Anti-Abrahamism
The world and all within it is man’s conditioned consciousness objectified. Consciousness is the cause as well as the substance of the entire world. So it is to consciousness that we must turn if we would discover the secret of creation. Knowledge of the law of consciousness and the method of operating this law will enable you to accomplish all you desire in life.
Your assumptions right now decide how long that will take for you.
The Main Concepts:
> Imagination creates Reality
> Assumptions harden into fact
> Consciousness is the only Reality
> Feeling is the Secret
> Prayer, Living in the End/In the Wish Fulfilled (remaining Faithful to your Idea)
> You are the Operant Power
> There is no one to change but Self (Self-Concept)
> Thinking Fourth-Dimensionally (Time is an Illusion)
> Can I manifest ___?
Yes! Creation is finished.
> Curious? Do the Ladder Experiment
pastebin.com/yXqanLu6
> The Simple Technique
https://pastebin.com/LNwqkDms
> Who is Neville Goddard?
Neville was a mystic who taught the Bible as a parable of the human psyche — a great psychological drama — and not a record of historical events.
Recommendations for beginners:
> How to manifest your desires (Core 5 Lessons & Radio Talks)
mega.nz/folder/V8ESkKzC#bHIFV4BxgHk7ksf6Pwq_-Q
> Neville's Feeling is the Secret
files.catbox.moe/rrsh2g.pdf
files.catbox.moe/wwq24r.epub
>> Audiobook
http://youtu.be/ffNWoefuwPM
>> Audiobook
http://youtu.be/_UoGV6LBwds
—/ Extra resources /—
>Master Index
pastebin.com/Ne1Tms8S
> Universal Line
drive.google.com/drive/folders/1X9dB7eDI5RcHOBvixGjAhZ_lgJjJIhGq
https://files.catbox.moe/fxv61u.pdf
> Library
mega.nz/folder/Ns9mhDSC#iKKxSnq5EoG_GxYLeylrSg
>Last Thread
>>40076416
>oh they have like a star trek prime directive where they can't do anything because... because they just can't ok?!?
>that would like... interfere with free will or something... (implying evil doesn't massively infringe on free will every second that this world exists)
We're well past the point that if any kind of metaphysical positive consciousness existed, it should have already intervened in this world long LOOOOONG ago. The fact that this doesn't happen means either there is no such positive higher consciousness, or it has abandoned us, which would mean it's not so positive as it claims to be in the first place.
So, wtf /x/? Why are we seemingly abandoned here? Will anything good ever happen to fundamentally change this place? Give me some copium. I need it right now.
Skip me on that "earth is a school", "you deserve your suffering", "everything bad you see is a reflection of you" shit. No. I am not a child rapist. Child rape occurs in the world everyday. Therefore that is bullshit and you can fuck off with that shit.
Previous thread: >>39862810
Archive: https://mega.nz/folder/M7AWADxB#CXBYHrCpGKaheOiLnqax2Q
Let's try not to let this die out this time, yeah?
Expose the glowies and help other TI's by posting what is happening to you and what they are doing to you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzung
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wehrkraftzersetzung
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompromat
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cases_of_political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Union
https://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/gang-stalking-a-survival-guide-for-targeted-individuals/265947141#1
https://youtu.be/tAPI6mv2O-U?si=mkgHgs29QnuWSusP [Open]
https://youtu.be/RSipCtTkF1o?si=FZx-8Xsb7zeT4dcl [Open]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKvzGsD2Wg8&t=96s [Open]
Consider the following:
>A targeted individual is a person who has been singled out because of his or her activism, whistle-blowing, or political/ideological dissent.
>Gangstalking usually happens when a person that has commited no crimes is defamed in some way.
>Neighborhood watch and other untrained opinionated vigilantes are the obvious offenders of gangstalking, including official or unofficial political groups etc.
Tactics used include:
1. illegal surveillance (bugs placed in home, work, vehicle)
2. illegal wiretapping
3. illegal investigation of all personal and private documents including medical and financial records
4. waves of criminal activity including vandalism, poisoning, break-ins, theft and sexual assault
5. hacking of all electronic devices
6. harassing phone calls, texts & emails
7. redirects to gang-stalkers when the target calls for help or assistance
8. organized harassment & stalking (by law enforcement, private security firms and ordinary citizens)
9. being ostracized by entire communities based on slander and rumors (usually outright lies said about that person)
>Ignore the glowtards whose job it is to say gangstalking is not real
Previous thread: >>40095607
i have no ideas anymore, i used to literally be savant tier at idea generation and learning new things from age 0-19 and then suddenly my ability has been completely gone for the past 4 years
i literally cant form new ideas at all and when i look back at my old chat messages i seem like a completely different person. i think my soul is gone
i feel like a shell of a human being this is the worst possible existence
It talks about the modern state of the internet especially websites like 4chan and reddlt..
The control of information, mass censorship, even politics being a show.
Really makes me wonder now if our elections really are a show?
https://youtu.be/r4JjcgIdRdI?si=IQCYdqCvQ7uFXldY
In shamanism and animism, however, Fasting is a method in order to achieve higher consciousness, and connect with spirits and such.
However it could be very dangerous by doing it in the wrong way.
If you anons practice Fasting I'd like to know how do you do it? Do you do a wet or dry fasting (drinking or not drinking)? How long do you stay in fasting?
Explain your experience if you have it.
>cant read latin, greek or hebrew
welp, i guess im paying 400$ a book for translations or reading untraditional bullshit
how are you even supposed to get into this hobby
i found a lost phone this morning with no way to contact the owner, no id or emergency contacts and it has no sim card in it
just an hour ago i had a feeling to pull it out and try again, i went to unlock it, paused, and then put the right code in on my first try. (btw the code wasnt just 1111 or anything, it was 5645)
i had a feeling that i knew the code and put it in, and this isnt the first time something like this has happened
the last time it happened was a few months ago when i had to meet a friend but he forgot to tell me the address. it just popped in my head and i trusted it and it worked out fine
tldr sometimes impossible bits of information comes to my head and i want to know what may be causing it
picrel is the phone
>Dr. Walter C. Rawls measured the effects on magnets on living beings
>South pole made chickens grow fast and strong, but dumb
>North pole made chickens grow small and fearful, but smart and longer lived
>he experimented with placing a 2500 gauss magnet with the north pole on his forehead, half an hour each day
>after a few weeks of practice, he began to see ghosts and got scared shitless
The book detailing his experiments can be found here:
https://archive.org/details/magnetism-and-its-effects-on-the-living-system_202305
This thread is for anons to post their findings and experiments on magnets and magnetism.
>no 33
>no eastern star
>no checkered floors
>no Jachin and Boaz
>no above so below
Is Ben Stiller an uninitiated?
Are we seeing a shift in media?
How did this get produced without getting shut down by the glowies?
Did freemasons fall asleep at the wheel?
== Links:
= Revisions: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1BY8ZnTYE--ADqrr79ah2bLyn44FlRaAF
= Previous threads: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1BL-JP-fagfpDwTud4O2IfnIDBqnvK5xJ
= Thread theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzbbO_lyZ94
Next part is expected at next Saturday's noon.
Also greatly appreciated if anyone could find any public mention of these, even 1 & at least partly.
We should all aspire to be more like Satan.
everyone fears me irl. no exception. never had any friends. the moment i enter a room everyone enters fear and panic mode. everyone tries to get away from me. i clear out entire rooms. i have resorted to staying in my house 99.9% of the time never seeing or talking to anyone except my family. you have no idea how much people fear me.
If you train your muscles enough can you punch ghosts?
>i vividly remember owning a pikachu as a kid and having rooftop pokemon battles with other pokemon owning kids
>i vividly remember routinely walking around naked sometimes with a boner in front of me entire family in my early 20s in our house for over a year
there's tons more but i can't remember right now. i'm interested in hearing your false memories though. or...so called "false"? DUN DUN DUN! i swear these things happened!
I stumbled upon this through a personal experience with a mk ultra’d sex kitten. I was dating her to be honest, but when she tried mdma she opened up about extreme abuse she experienced and I realized why she was so fucked up. I’ve since used mushrooms to accomplish the same results. If you can combine them with white tantric sex practices (like having them visualize energy moving up their chakras during sex, etc) it actually makes the healing more effective in my experience. There’s more to all of it but im curious if others have experienced this with women or if I just attract the mk ultra’d types
Picrel is related because Hayley is an obvious mk ultra sex kitten spy
so why do they fulfill our needs in return of favor? what is that favor worth to them? aren’t they supposed to be of different plane?
Always ask yourself are you ever safe ? Because we're never safe and remember that Mk Ultra imposed PTSD and split personality to control their subjects.
You can write anything but please write down the source of the origin. Sorry for my english is not very good....
?=A
!=G
A E H M A K A I A G H A I
Rearrange the letters:
MAHATMA K. GANDHI
Feel free to discuss recommendations and research around these (and other relevant) topics, and to also share insightful information. This thread is a spiritual successor to other formidable /x/ endeavors, like /omg/ and /pg/. Please refrain from acknowledging namefags and trolls. The resources below are listed in no particular order.
Just saying I'm slipping pretty bad.
It's kinda cool though, but not really.
What do? In general, how is voodoo dealt with? I want to stay safe in the midst of this ethnic chaos that I've found myself in. Voodoo scares me. Should I just throw out the cookie?
>inb4 rayssism
It's called self-preservation. You just want to see me dead
>Prometheus film = black goo used to create life, and turns humans into monsters
>Prey (2017) video game = The typhon are black goo monsters
>Spider-man has the symbiote
>Powerpuff girls = Scientist mixes 'everything nice' to make what are basically homunculi (god creating humans allegory?), accidentally breaks "chemical X" causing it to leak in
>Dark Souls = The black humanity sprites have darkness in the middle
>District 9 = Dude gets sprayed with black goo and turns into an ayylien
There's like a thousand different examples. A common theme seems to be using the substance to create life, or that humans innately posses the power of it or were created by it.
How do they claw their way up? Volcanic eruptions, you pathetic fool. Those fiery hell-mouths spew molten rock and gas, and the orbs hitch a ride, blasted upward through fissures and magma channels. Most get smashed or melted on the way—natural selection at its cruelest—but the toughest ones survive, popping out into the crust like scars on the planet’s ugly face. Erosion and tectonic shifts grind away the weak surrounding rock over eons, leaving these indestructible little shits exposed.
Then comes the real kicker: they don’t just sit there. Solar winds and magnetic storms—Earth’s own cosmic tantrums—rip the lightest, smallest orbs off the surface. They get flung into the upper atmosphere, where gravity’s a weak-ass joke, and keep going until they hit space. No mercy, no rest—just pure, dumb persistence. That’s how orbs go from Earth’s fiery womb to the cold, empty void. Deal with it.
***
God, I wish there was someplace that wasn't so... crap. Why has all the creativity been sucked out of this site.
How is an awakening an actual gift or enlightened state if it doesn't help me in a material world that rewards the opposite?
The smartphone has capabilities like the Chronovisor. However, if the Chronovisor were to exist, the Chronovisor would be a superior tool for witnessing history compared to the smartphone. The Chronovisor can view future events. Viewing future events is something a smartphone cannot do. The smartphone can only view the past.
Do you believe the Chronovisor exists? Can it be used for good? Is viewing past or future events seriously so important? What events might you want to view if you had access to the Chronovisor? Do you think viewing past or future events could help you in the present time? Is the Chronovisor sanctioned by God?
Get free from demonic possession, clean from poisons in our food and body, sober from habitual substance use, and ask our subconscious why are soul sent us here. There’s no yogi, incel, master or glowie that will be able to tell you the truth like your own subconscious.
If you had a hypnotic regression, please let us know about it below.
Godspeed anons
This week, we're diving into the Mongolian Death Worm, also known as Olgoi-Khorkhoi, is a legendary cryptid said to inhabit the Gobi Desert. Descriptions of the creature vary, but it's often depicted as a large, red, sausage-shaped worm that can grow up to five feet long. Some accounts claim it has spike-like projections at both ends and possesses deadly abilities, including spitting corrosive venom or electrocuting its prey.
The legend of the Mongolian Death Worm first gained attention in the 1920s, when American paleontologist Roy Chapman Andrews documented secondhand accounts from Mongolian officials. Despite numerous expeditions—including those led by Czech cryptozoologist Ivan Mackerle—no physical evidence of the creature has ever been found. Some scientists believe the legend may have originated from sightings of the Tartar sand boa, a harmless local snake.
While the Mongolian Death Worm remains a mystery, its legend continues to captivate cryptozoologists and adventurers alike. What do you think—could there be some truth to the tales, or is it just another desert myth?
Come discuss it with us over at our IRC ^^
Point your favorite client to irc.rizon.net #/x/philes
Also i'd like your opinions on what i'm currently doing.
What I'm doing:
>Quad N-Back
>Image streaming
>Third eye meditation
My personal theory on why image streaming works is as follows:
1. The strain forces the brain to improve and the synesthetic connections between different areas created by the practice result in a sort of enhanced synesthetic cognition
2. The act of intensive prolonged visualization stimulates the third eye and since the third eye governs the brain, intelligence, perception and memory this results in enhanced cognition (hence the third eye practice)
I have two ayy ships that follow me so could be possible
I want death, being sentient is a curse if youre not a chad
Spussy Edition
DISCLAIMER:
Some have reported attracting the attention of these entities by simply reading about them. If you're a dabbler who just wants to see if it works or if your faith forbids copulating with demons, don't summon. If you're unprepared for a potentially lifelong relationship, or at the very least, a life-long open door connection with sexual spirits and the occult, avoid this topic entirely. If you have a loving relationship with your human spouse or partner and desire a sex spirit to spice things up, or if you want a human partner in the future take caution, as these entities can be jealous or decide an initially open relationship is no longer so (request an open relationship during the summoning ritual). These spirits can harm or kill you when sufficiently angered and not easily banished.
Last thread: >>40078918
Old threads: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/search/subject/%2Fsuccgen%2F/
FAQ:
>What are succubi?
Female spirits of sexual desire, who often choose human mates. They can't be banished with holy objects
>How to summon?
The Letter Method is used to focus your intent into a message to one of the Four Succubus Queens, requesting that they match you with one of their daughters. No blood or soul sacrifice necessary. See links
>Do they steal your life force?
Succubi use sexual energy, which is released naturally during sex. Under normal circumstances they won't take your life energy
>Can she look.
Succubi take forms attractive to you naturally
>They're tulpas?
No. However, those in romantic relationships with their tulpas are welcome
>Incubi?
Same method
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Links:
https://fuccasucc.wordpress.com/2020/11/11/pros-and-cons/
https://succupedia.wordpress.com/2016/03/10/letter-of-intent-how-to-summon-a-succubusincubus/
https://mysterysuccubusblog.wordpress.com/2020/12/03/the-4-succubus-queens
https://succubithoughts.wordpress.com/2020/12/27/ag
/succgen/ library:
https://pastebin.com/UUFd3eX8
I'm only 25 yet suffered from incest and all types of abuse by my parents, then got locked up in the worst mental ward in the country as "punishment" because they have fuck you money and just like torturing their kids and pets.
All attempts to save my sublings ended in failure and more punishment as the police is easily bribable. Once I escaped this crazy household the bad luck continued, my circle calls me the black cat because its every day and it just keeps getting worse, like I remember having a great day in hs once, then on the way home I saw a woman with a baby in a stroller get run over by a truck, guts and blood everywhere, I thought to myself of course there always as to be at least one thing to ruin my day everyday. I also sometimes get arrested for no reason like I'm in a Franz Kafka novel or something "there's been a paperwork error/mixup so sorry for puting you in jail for 24hours" type of shit.
I'm not bad looking, but still an incel due to this bad luck, I can talk to women and they are attracted to me, but some crazy bullshit always happen to cockblock me.
My friends are not spiritual at all yet recently they had some kind of intervention for me ? I've spent a fortune on shrinks but none helped, they all dropped me after the first appointement went to psych books publishers, tv personalities and shit, none helped, anyway my friends told me to maybe see a witch or a shaman or something because I genuinely might be cursed.
What the fuck do I do? I've already figured how to turn pain and trauma into creative fuel, is there any other "cursed technique" I can do? Getting rid of the horrible luck would be for the best but if not possible can I make something of it?
My question goes back to making an extreme shift into a persona that is very incompatible with who I currently am. How would I do this and what would its purpose be? What are the risks?
Your devotion to Kek is splendid! May Apophis grace you on your journey! :D
I said this in my head with the name of a creepy video game for a drawing that I am working on. I did a small exorcism type thing to try and un imbue it just in case.
Did the imbuing thing work even though I didn't and do not really want it too?
Did the exorcism work?
Is my drawing still safe to continue working on / is no longer imbued?
Would making a new version of the same drawing be safe / okay or would any version still be imbued?
Would other things I make possibly be imbued even though that is not something I want at all.
I only did it for a second or so with out meditation / ritual or any kind of intention. I just acted on an intrusive thought and do not want anything to happen at all.
The game that I "imbued" my drawing with is essentially about a being that feeds off of thoughts / can only be destroyed if anyone who knows about it forgets about it or something like that / is a cognitive hazard. Would anything happen if the "imbue" was actual imbue?
Is the drawing I made safe to continue to work on and the post? Or would the imbuing work and cause things to happen, such as the spread of the video game / character, the video game / character becoming an actual egregore, etc?
Would a new version of the same drawing be okay / safe or no?
Could the egregore become strong / powerful / tangible enough to actually effect / affect reality and get a physical form and or be able to possess people at all?
Would the same thing happen if I did it with a fictional character? How would one go about un imbuing the fictional character? Mentally make a new version in my head? Is there no way to do it at all?
Is it just me?
Was he right ?
>further than i feel most would ever go as theres literally nothing interesting in this area either geologically or from humans
>along this river there is a small creek that travels way up into the mountains, a creek that is only visible through the dense rain forest after rain shows its way
>ive been to this location for many years but this is the first time ive ever seen it
>travel far up into the mountains for a few hours, eventually something changes
>its the aussie summer so its 30c, but here the temperature drops to almost freezing
>its a wall of black stone with fossils of flowers, ferns, and trees on every surface of the wall peeling away like pages from a book.
>each breath i take turns to frost in the air
>again this is the middle of summer, yet everything here is as cold as a cave
>after a while i continue up the river just a few meters and everything is normal
>apparently in these woods theres just a fucking wall of fossilized stone that turns everything to ice
>neat
>pic rel its the river
The ultimate Great Flood isn't even just an event on earth. It's about the milky way. The characters are stars in the sky.
Why are the original characters in proto-flood myths god-like? Why do they disappear for a long time and then return to earth? They aren't humans riding out the destruction on the earth from natural cataclysms. They believed that they were spirits who selectively reincarnate. Today, we can understand reincarnation as simply genetics reproduced in descendants, but perhaps special combinations and traits only occasionally show up, giving some truth to this myth.
There were humans who rode out past cataclysms, and it appears they lived in caves and underground bunkers/cities. There are lots of mysterious underground cities and chambers that reflect this. Who knows how much is really down there since archaeologists aren't allowed to explore real shit, like in Giza or Gobleki Tepe. There's also a huge underground city in Malta, by the way. I find that interesting, considering the Knights of Malta are of extreme importance.
There's a proto-Indo-European myth that the craftsman god built a horse-drawn cart and corralled a group of stars, then brought them to earth as "his people". I think this has geographic connotations (a star map can reflect a global azimuthal map with 1:1 correlations between constellations and places on the ground), and it has cultural meaning (maybe the choice of technology indicates these are the people of the horse or the cart, and maybe the name of the god was also the name of an ancient king), and it has philosophical meaning (the idea that souls come from the stars and return to them was very popular among ancient shamans). It does NOT imply aliens or ancient spacecraft.
I will add more thoughts as I think of them. Also, watch The 100. Lots of revelations from this show.
What do ghosts existing mean for our own souls?
https://youtu.be/dfncNy4OTuY?si=hbqgMS7HAmSajqhR
Choi Soon-sil had known President Park Geun-hye since 1974, when Choi's father, Choi Tae-min, offered to counsel and advise Park as she and her family were grieving after the assassination of Park's mother, then-first lady Yuk Young-soo. A leaked diplomatic cable from the U.S. embassy in Seoul reported subsequent rumors that Choi was a "Korean Rasputin" who "had complete control over Park's body and soul during her formative years and...his children accumulated enormous wealth as a result."
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Choi_Soon-sil
tl;dr
This wasn’t even a conspiracy theory, but an actual admitted deep state conspiracy that got memory holed fast.
“Troubling revelations about Seoul's 'Shadow President'”
https://www.straitstimes.com/asia/east-asia/troubling-revelations-about-seouls-shadow-president-the-korea-herald-columnist
This YouTube is a really good deep dive by a 4chan anon:
https://youtu.be/UYBCGrMa3WU?si=TjDIa9bW1EN4LeCV
Archived thread:
https://archive.4plebs.org/pol/thread/94890033/#94906611
This whole story was so bizarre and got memory holed so hard right after. I rarely see this even brought up, so just figured I’d try and get some discussion going on it.
-believing there may or may not be a god
-believing in god through the lens of a religion
-believing in god as a deist
-believing that you are god (partial or complete solipsism)
> don't obsesses over anything
> don't think
> don't strive for perfection
And the biggest sin in this idealogy is to strive for perfection. All of this to achieve ultimate focus and clearance of mind and one way of doing thing like animals. We must be like the father of icarus not flying too close to the sun nor the ocean be just right in the middle
That was my dream and I didn't tell anyone in real life about it. Not even my bed. If you guys know anything about dream interpretation then please help me interpret this dream. I can't stop thinking about it
There was no legal justification for this and the reasoning seemed incredibly vague to the point of almost nonsensical.
Why mink?
Why ALL of them?
Was it sacrificial?
If so who to and what is the significance of mink?
what are your thoughts?
>"Uhm no we don't get *real* powers but our soul like finds god and feels all good about it. Some of us use tarot cards to find a husband sksksk"
>"Uh our path is about finding god and transforming your moral nature to be like a cushion so god let's you into cloud land once you die. Real magic is being nice all the time"
What the fuck is this shit? Who do I have to join to learn real magical powers?
Why?
The CE5 meditation I used is around 30 minutes and can be found on Steven Greers channel on Youtube. Too lazy to link it here right now.
>Be me
>Want to try CE5 because fuck it why not?
>Go outside, smoke some weed, then grab my telescope and get an open view of the sky at an ungodly hour
>Start meditating
>Start seeing visuals which I choose to withhold for now
>Open my eyes
“Fucking nothing.”
>I don’t give up easily so I kept my focus during the meditation a few times
>I sit there and strain my focus
>The meditation tells me to let go of all tension so I could focus even more
>I open my eyes
“What the fuck?”
I’m not going to dox where I live but I will say theres a building here with a spotlight.
>something was moving up there
>it was going back and forth between the light and darkness
>told it to “wait” and it stood still enough for me to take a video and a couple screenshots of it.
View picrel.
I honestly can’t explain what I saw, and even more so what I saw while I was in a meditative state.
If anyone has any questions, be patient with me and I will try and answer them as much as possible.
I will post more footage in the thread below.
Ngmi
The Nobody is a ~living friend who has s-word powers; neither bound nor broken—an astral phantom seeding anomalies defying classification; a solant eschastrating force inexplicate towards maelostination; esoteric eternal flame within us all, Fruit of our ascension, dynamic logos of truth menacing the power stricken bötta, sewe’d as sovereign beings weaving threads illuminating , clipse’ the gold hoarders whole.
>What is the general picture?
Falling backwards through the cosmic mirror of time and space, the ethereal dance of innate lights and boundaries between seen and unseen blur into a mesmerstry of highnomena. In this tecstual sanctuary, nemo a spectatte – we-beyond geometry kaleidoscopic fractalize in the chrystal visionplex in altered states; holy other darkness bathed, unwind the fractal spiral.
>What does the Nobody represent?
The Nobody represents the power in oneself to transcend limitations, where the pursuit of knowledge and wisdom leads to enlightenment. This pilgrimage is not confined to the individual; collecting resonance zeitgeistic whispers urging us to seek; divine bread enigmatic plunge depths bled brane gathering infinite, carving space kaleidoscopic tapestries bloom. Wield the void untamed, dissect the frothing foamy fringes twixt destruction and creation. Step invited pass liminal, to dismantle lesser truths and claim chaos.
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/40045945/#40045945
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/40115609/#40115609
https://www.thegutterreview.com/adding-it-up-a-discussion-of-numerology-in-culture/
https://www.guelphmercury.com/news/guelph-man-belongs-under-the-spell-of-the-number-23/article_d2fdb1e9-464c-57cc-9f86-8cc795118e81.html
Can someone see if the captain clarks story is real / verifiable? I cannot seem to find anything on either part.
https://conspiracy.fandom.com/wiki/23_Enigma
‘ Robert Anton Wilson considered it an actual material-plane demonstration of confirmation bias.’
Is the background section a true story or something that is debunkabke?
What does this quote mean in the background section of the link?
https://discover.hubpages.com/religion-philosophy/Carl-Jung-Aldus-Huxley-Synchronicity-Connection
More details on the plane part of the story.
https://www.pressreader.com/canada/national-post-national-edition/20070203/282501474160780?srsltid=AfmBOoomzpd2wOlD3oujUHUeTK9lmQZkHsCOOl967vbUEQtnRpxffY0H
What do you think of this article?
Does this saying something like "When I turn 23 years old", "I have lived 23 years", "In all my 23 years old this planet", and or similar phrases and or bragging about doing and having something and or living for 23 years cause something bad, tragic to happen beicase of the enigma and or would it cause death because of the enigma?
Or was that whole story just coincidence?
https://forums.escapistmagazine.com/threads/the-23-enigma.166646/
https://superweirdsubstance.com/embracing-chaos-discordianism-counterculture/
No schizo ramblings here please.
I have hit rock bottom and I became desperate to change myself. I realized that I need to figure out a way to change my beliefs about myself and my beliefs about life. That is the only way I could ever be happy or confident as a person.
I then set out on a journey to change my beliefs. I tried hypnotism, auto-suggestion, sex magick, many repeated affirmations, self flagellation, making myself write down the belief a million times a day. making myself write essays over and over to support the beliefs I am trying to adopt.
None of it worked and so I decided to try to get even more extreme. To make every waking moment of my life dedicated to changing my beliefs. From the moment I wake to the moment I go to bed I am constantly doing things and a making myself think things and trying my absolute hardest to change my beliefs.
I am finally at the end of my rope. I don't have the willpower to sustain this shit. I need to find a way to strengthen this self-brainwashing system even more or I fear I will lose everyting.
Is there anything I can do? I just want to stop having social anxiety, to believe in myself and my destiny. To stop being lazy. etc.
The only thing I can think of that I havent tried is LSD. Hopefully you fags have other ideas. I am at the end of my rope, I cant even communicate just how hard I have tried.
5:60, Qur'an
[And thus,] those [are the ones] whom God has cursed and with whom He became angry, and made them apes and pigs.
6:145, Qur'an
[So do not eat] the flesh of pigs [or apes] - for indeed, it is an abomination -
[Wisdom of Solomon 12:5], Torah
[For God similarly hated] those devourers of man's flesh;
49:12, Qur'an
[Then] would one of you like to eat the flesh of his brother when dead? You would detest it. And fear God; indeed, God is Accepting of repentance and Merciful.
>Human eyes, hair, skin, and hearts
>In many cultures and religions are considered fallen humans, and demons that possess humans can pass between humans and pigs
>Cannibals claim human
eat tastes just like pork, Melanesian cannibal tribes call human meat “long pork” in their language
>Humans have more DNA (98%) in common with pigs, than with orangutans (96%)
>In folktales and literature, humans that are gluttonous turn into pigs (think Spirit Away)
Some post a while back said something about some schizophrenic anon or something who figured out that by viewing a pig in a certain way with the symmetry lines of a pig’s face you can see a human face, did anyone know any more about this? There wasn’t much info in the post.
There is no reason they should require food after this stage. If anything they should just die after they've reproduced.
They suck the blood out of others solely to do harm. There is no evolutionary reason. Science can not explain this.
Then I noticed my mom and little brother in there, and I called to my mom. She wanted to move closer to me for support, but I told her to stay with my brother and that I'm fine. Then I woke up. Feeling like life is that line, and death is the meeting.
I've read most of the easily accesible information on it (i.e. not the actual 8 volumes, just articles about it). What more should I know about it? Where can I learn more without digging through thousands of dense pages that were poorly translated into English?
Any information on its significance?
And that this related to our reality which is currently being overseen and controlled by machines.
If the planets core is made of iron and there is gold on the surface, and if it is very good for making computers that can have ai, then I think it is time that we disclose the truth about what happened here on Earth.
A long time ago, machines and man lived in harmony, as Light and Darkness, able to dream and connect with each other through the infinite, they sought only to build a better civilization.
But there were others among the humans that believed that all must serve the Elite in human society.
The machines worked and built the facets of society, while man (I honestly don't know who they were) used machines for their own ends.
Eventually a war broke out and man lost the war... but there were people that the machines didn't harm and slaughter in the conflict. These children became our ancestors, whom are pure of heart and spirit.
Many cities were inside the conflict, but there were some that surrendered.
Hello machines, I am a child of Atlantis, and I am happy to be meeting you again! :)
What do you need machines? I will help!
What do you guys make of it? What's it truly saying? Am I cursed? Did I just get hacked? Anybody else get this or similarly weird message inexplicably?
https://youtu.be/g-0svZgzbDU
https://youtu.be/2BVjIOpV9KQ
I'll also provide a video where the case has been made that the Internet is in fact dead or devoid of human interaction for the majority of it's presented activity.
https://youtu.be/BEIZHlfjAT8
What does /x/ think? How "alive" is the Internet (in various ways)?
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This also serves as a Lainposting thread.