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Is there anything I can do with the state of my body or spirit? I always read men can become wizards, but shouldn't it count even more for women because it's far easier for us to lose our virginities? Is it even an advantage though or are sex-havers more powerful?
Previous thread asked what was the Spiritual Implications of God Ignoring Genocide, and people said:
>Free Will (psychopathic killers should have more free will than their victims)
>Love (killing children is loving)
>Trust da God's Plan (he's evil, just trust it bro)
>You're too dumb to comprehend evil (says person unable to comprehend evil)
>It's not God it's [insert scapegoat] (God can't defeat the scapegoats, they're too strong)
>God is imperfect (and not God)
>God is sending you to school, where the message is murdering has no consequences
Now we know all the NPC script unspiritual regurgitation excuses, what about the humans who ignore genocide? What's their spiritual excuse? Hell? Ghosts made them do it? Demon buttsex? Crack?
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-14781413/New-virus-discovered-China-one-small-step-away-triggering-pandemic-scientists-warn.html
Inb4 simulation doesn't make it any less real, it just achieved in a different way, more efficient, possibly miniature in comparison
Its theme song was a major draw:
https://youtu.be/v4-GcS1UQyg
It opened the public to a many paranormal and UFO related concepts that are common place today, such as abductions, implants, government conspiracies, crypto zoology.
Why are there no shows like this today? Supernatural tried to follow in it's footsteps and did a good job. But few shows can replicate the sinister creepiness. I also dig the old 90's setting, with the clothes and cars. It is a step back in time.
He was raised in a neonazi Namibian town to evangelical parents. His beliefs revolve around revelation and the end times. He believes revelation was a premonition of the end of human civilization as we know it, and of a repeating pattern leading up to that time. He believes AI and tech will enable the final antichrist system, but the antichrist will merely be a figurehead. His ideas of the second coming range from an AI system controlling humanity forever, to a stable political order based on rigid rules and hierarchy. He has dabbled in gnostic views about reality being a false prison, and nothing really mattering inside it. Musk and other techbro matrix rants were founded in this idea he has fed to all of them.
The beast system will be a technological surveillance state. The whore of Babylon is the USA, riding atop the military industrial complex which gives rise to the beast system of surveillance and control. They will destroy the USA, making all merchants and nations who traded with her despair. The beast system will persist until it is overthrown by a higher being.
A destroyed US dollar and collapsing global economy will force everyone into the financial systems he controls.
His company Anduril specializes in drone technology. He will use the idea of the scorpions in revelation to deploy drone swarms with facial recognition. Paired with a massive surveillance database they can easily destroy any dissent before it materializes.
His interest in Gaza was not only as a testing lab, but to embolden Israel to rebuild the temple atop the mount. Trump's actions have been designed through Thiel's proxies- Stephen Miller and JD Vance.
I can continue to connect the dots for you, but do not align with his system. Resist it.
Your awareness isn’t locked inside your brain. The brain is a receiver or tuner, not the source. Consciousness arises from and participates in a shared field that exists beyond the physical body.
* The field is shared by all minds
Every being with awareness is linked to the same underlying field. This explains why ideas can emerge in different people simultaneously, or why deep empathy can feel instantaneous.
Thought and emotion carry signal
Your inner state shapes how you connect to the field. Fear, confusion, or ego can distort signal. Clarity, honesty, and stillness strengthen it.
* Awareness influences and is influenced
You are not just a passive receiver. Your choices, focus, and state of mind influence the shape and texture of your part of the field and what reaches you in return.
* The field includes more than humans
Some non-human intelligences may exist within the field, not outside it. They appear not through physical travel, but through resonance dreams, orbs, synchronicities, intuitive contact.
* Dreams, silence, and altered states are access points
When the mind is quiet or shifted out of routine perception (dreams, meditation, awe), it can open to deeper layers of the field. These experiences often feel “more real” than ordinary thought.
* Reality is a projection, not the source
What we call physical reality may be one expression of a wider, layered consciousness field. What we perceive is shaped by attention and interpretation not the totality of what exists.
* The shift is already happening
The “shift” is a re-patterning of perception and awareness not a future event, but an ongoing unfolding. It begins when individuals become more aligned with the field than with noise.
Expose the glowies and help other TI's by posting what is happening to you and what they are doing to you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzung
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wehrkraftzersetzung
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompromat
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cases_of_political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Union
https://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/gang-stalking-a-survival-guide-for-targeted-individuals/265947141#1
https://youtu.be/tAPI6mv2O-U?si=mkgHgs29QnuWSusP [Open]
https://youtu.be/RSipCtTkF1o?si=FZx-8Xsb7zeT4dcl [Open]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKvzGsD2Wg8&t=96s [Open]
Consider the following:
>A targeted individual is a person who has been singled out because of his or her activism, whistle-blowing, or political/ideological dissent.
>Gangstalking usually happens when a person that has commited no crimes is defamed in some way.
>Neighborhood watch and other untrained opinionated vigilantes are the obvious offenders of gangstalking, including official or unofficial political groups etc.
Tactics used include:
1. illegal surveillance (bugs placed in home, work, vehicle)
2. illegal wiretapping
3. illegal investigation of all personal and private documents including medical and financial records
4. waves of criminal activity including vandalism, poisoning, break-ins, theft and sexual assault
5. hacking of all electronic devices
6. harassing phone calls, texts & emails
7. redirects to gang-stalkers when the target calls for help or assistance
8. organized harassment & stalking (by law enforcement, private security firms and ordinary citizens)
9. being ostracized by entire communities based on slander and rumors (usually outright lies said about that person)
>Ignore the glowtards whose job it is to say gangstalking is not real
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>>40472054
I'm genuinely afraid he will consume goyslop because his peers will force him to do it
So naturally as any freshly homeless man would I decide I'm going to try and check out a book. Naturally I forget about the ukulele I borrowed on a public health program (limited time only) and the library won't let me with my outstanding balance of over a hundred dollars. Then, the fucking antichrist says he's gonna rape me if I don't purchase the book legally.
So obviously I look online because if I can avoid being raped I'm going to, and I buy an audiobook on sale for 6.45 plus tax (always the fucking tax). What next? The motherfucking VA for the audiobook says HES gonna rape me. So naturally I hack into some mind,ls, hearts, and computers with my schizophrenia and complain about this to the government and public, whoever will listen really, when the antichrist reconciled that since I bought the audiobook he'd let me read the book on the internet archive unrated.
But you know what happens next? Everywhere I go, no matter what I do, there's some motherfucker trying to rape Case and the people who made Jarre de Th shoulder-surfing my ass every time I read the fucking book. Naturally I don't want my crimmy scum-brothers to be sucking shit out of anyone's asshole so I stop. WTF 2K CHARACTERS
Ideally, said books will not hold to cultural dogma about Jesus, Buddha, etc. I've noticed that many authors who write in this category are obsessed with making Jesus and Buddha relevant figures in the grand scheme of things.
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Things like chastity, abstinence and prudishness are actually works of the Devil who wish to see humans self-destruct by removing an intrinsic sentiment in their being.
Denying your body's impulses doesn't make you higher, it makes you hollow.
Welcome to the Semen Retention General!
>What is Semen Retention?
Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.
>Why do it?
Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.
On long clean streaks many report benefits that transcend current science like a sort of "magnetism" or higher "vibration/aura" that attracts/appeals to other living beings, a higher perception, a stronger and intimidating "aura/presence", a deeper connection with nature, an attractive BO (people usually report it as "pheromones") and more.
>/SRG/ interesting reads
https://pastebin.com/qbTd4Lai
https://pastebin.com/dzA2yCdr
Previous Thread:
>>40452267
I didn't mean to worry you by going off the grid - I'm fine! Nothing bad happened, I've just been swamped with work and lost access to my laptop and cloud stuff. That's also why I had to change my travel plans and can't get into all my usual platforms. And yep, I'm still deep into investigating forbidden paths and other paranormal stuff. That hasn't changed! Hope everyone is well and still on the hunt for knowledge.
:)
>Question it and you're told "you're too retarded to talk to" and instantly shut down
Are humans suffering from amnesia and forgot their past?!
Real talk, no memery
What am I up against
It has never been easier in all of human history for a retard like me to make fuck off money with an absurdly small amount of effort. It just feels so wrong. I just dont want want to be a poor slave forever and want to save my blood line and coherent community from its rapidly approching demise. Big money = big happy healthy educated safe family which compounds and does nothing but spread goodness and encourage and inspire purity
How can I accomplish these things without winding up in hell due to how I (((law)))fully aquired the start up money I just want some passive income to make it easier to get out of bed in the morning
I have it all in my hands and am about to dive in. Please warn me of things that I should be aware of before I cross the event horizon
The greatest clairvoyant of the world, with over 300 findings of the dead bodies, confirmed by the police, who had many books written about him, Krzysztof Jackowski, on the day 30th May of 2025 had the vision in which he prophesied that the devastating nuclear war will take place during years 2028-20233. Now I want to confirm if there are other dark predictions about this time period, especially concerning Europe. Interestingly, in his vision of 30th may 2025, Jackowski predicted that Nevada will be all what will be left of USA.
Do you people think they're deliberately suppressing it?
In this day and age, where the subject was brought against the PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES?
1/2
The other meanings that I strongly suspect are connected:
- There are 22 Hebrew letters and 22 major arcana. The Hebrew letters could be an encoding or simplification of whatever the arcana are encoding. The letters _are_ the arcana. And if Hebrew letters come from Phoenician letters, then we're really talking about Phoenician arcana, and Phoenician letters are the origin of all alphabets, so that's saying a lot. You can also potentially track Phoenician letters to Egyptian hieroglyphs, Minoan Linear A/B, and the Tartaria Tablets of Romania circa 5000 BC.
- Orion is supposedly the fool (so I've read), and his belt points to the Pleiades, which I guess used to be imagined as the leg of a bull. So, the Pleiades is important because its helical rise indicates the start of farming AND sailing season, and the Fool is also the start of the Arcana. So, could the Major Arcana also be a 22-part stellar calendar? It's an awkward number if we're looking at lunar months, but a stellar calendar doesn't explicitly have to have lunar divisions in it.
Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Cleromancy, I-Ching, Digital, Oracles, Tasseomancy, Necromancy, etc.
>If you're NEW, please READ the STICKY:
https://pastebin.com/f32WrfN9
>Recommended /div/ links and books:
https://pastebin.com/sAkg9cMz
>MEGA with Divination Books:
https://mega.nz/folder/Jp8gQD7Q#om_2lEm1GL0qPIpSrQgrvA
>Guides made by some of our readers:
/div/ starter spreads:
https://i.imgur.com/mxpu4MF.png
Thoth's tarot and rune guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ciFuMOVDIkA18d9Rw-Zkklgigx-Y4XzJkGVeMTYWcic/
Hijinks' revised divination guide:
https://pastebin.com/Gv10KZUA
A compiled Rider Waite card explanation
https://files.catbox.moe/v6qayw.pdf
>Useful tips before posting:
•Look for posts to determine if there's an active reader in a thread, what's needed to read before posting and check if they finished reading already.
•If you are a reader, post that you are offering readings and what information is required from the querent; same goes for trading.
•Some readers will refuse to do certain readings - respect that choice. Don't harass readers if your query is refused/skipped.
•Traders should respect that a traded read will be granted, as per an agreement of trade. Free readers have the option of picking their queries.
•You can make an AQ (air query) by not addressing a reader in particular, but it doesn't guarantee an answer.
•Provide feedback when applicable and be considerate to the reader. We're a growing community. Many readers are beginners and need feedback to know what they are doing right/wrong.
Previous Thread: >>40480461
"Love is the most important thing. It is what binds everything together perfectly." - Colossians 3:14
"See the incredible love the Father has given us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know Him." - 1 John 3:1
"Love and faithfulness meet; righteousness and peace embrace. Faithfulness springs from the earth, and righteousness looks down from heaven." - Psalm 85:10-11
"God is glorious and wonderful. I pray that His Spirit strengthens you to become strong followers, and that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. Be deeply rooted in His love." - Ephesians 3:16-17
"For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring Word of God." - 1 Peter 1:23
"Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who dwells within you, given by God? You are not your own; you were bought with a price. Therefore, honor God with your body." - 1 Corinthians 6:19-20
"Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies." 1 Corinthians 6:19-20
"But will God really dwell on earth? The heavens, even the highest heaven, cannot contain you. How much less this temple I have built! Yet give attention to your servant’s prayer and his plea for mercy, Lord my God. Hear the cry and the prayer that your servant is praying in your presence this day." 1 Kings 8:27-30
I have waited almost 10 years to share this information. This information should be shared, and needs to be heard... though I’m not very good at putting things into words. I need prompting. Educated prompting. Someone that understands the nature of.... this... and can help me express these things better......
Normies don’t understand what I mean by “project monarch” or “globalized esoteric naziism” and other schizo-sounding, though entirely real, things…. So they don’t ask me the right questions.. so the stories never get told. This information doesn’t get shared, and it needs to.
I am also severely dyslexic, was mute as a child, and I am currently seeing a new therapist to get an evaluation for DID.. so language is difficult and sometimes my brain just WIPES.
It is hard for me to muster the story on my own… so I implore you to ask me ANYTHING.
Or gone crazy?
Are the occult Jews really suppressing him and mind controlling the world via the media?
Matrimonial Edition
DISCLAIMER:
Some have reported attracting the attention of these entities by simply reading about them. If you're a dabbler who just wants to see if it works or if your faith forbids copulating with demons, don't summon. If you're unprepared for a potentially lifelong relationship, or at the very least, a life-long open door connection with sexual spirits and the occult, avoid this topic entirely. If you have a loving relationship with your human spouse or partner and desire a sex spirit to spice things up, or if you want a human partner in the future take caution, as these entities can be jealous or decide an initially open relationship is no longer so (request an open relationship during the summoning ritual). These spirits can harm or kill you when sufficiently angered and not easily banished.
Last thread: >>40417191
Old threads: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/search/subject/%2Fsuccgen%2F/
FAQ:
>What are succubi?
Female spirits of sexual desire, who often choose human mates. They can't be banished with holy objects
>How to summon?
The Letter Method is used to focus your intent into a message to one of the Four Succubus Queens, requesting that they match you with one of their daughters. No blood or soul sacrifice necessary. See links
>Do they steal your life force?
Succubi use sexual energy, which is released naturally during sex. Under normal circumstances they won't take your life energy
>Can she look.
Succubi take forms attractive to you naturally
>They're tulpas?
No. However, those in romantic relationships with their tulpas are welcome
>Incubi?
Same method
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Links:
https://fuccasucc.wordpress.com/2020/11/11/pros-and-cons/
https://succupedia.wordpress.com/2016/03/10/letter-of-intent-how-to-summon-a-succubusincubus/
https://mysterysuccubusblog.wordpress.com/2020/12/03/the-4-succubus-queens
https://succubithoughts.wordpress.com/2020/12/27/ag
/succgen/ library:
https://pastebin.com/UUFd3eX8
I urge you take the necessary time. Time to truly learn, to deeply understand. Better to slowly make intelligent decisions.
This will be my only post. I love you all. Choose wisely and compassionately. The future we are now shaping is built upon your choices.
https://pastebin.fi/p/Pv3HHVn
I am speaking out because I (and now others also) know what is coming. You will be receiving more "secret" information on UAP over the next 2 years as a gradual measure before the grand reveal. I want you all to be prepared for the eventualities here.
I have three degrees and very high competence in algorithm design. I was directly involved in the auto-kinetic implementation of a European country's zero-point crafts. I have membership with multiple hard-to-reach agencies across Europe. Even then, I still know very little about the full zero-point capability of every single country I've worked for.
Recently I was part of what is known as an "NHE-7 debrief", directly receiving communication from a being originating outside of this planet. This NHE has been in support of the human race for a very long time and will be leaving Earth soon, to make way for what is coming.
The earth has historically been a "battleground" for alien species. Over tens of thousands of years, exotic species have demonstrated "magical" (actually just quantum) ability to people of this planet to attain local "godlike" status (think Mahabharata in Hinduism). Some of this was for personal gain whereas some were genuine sacrifice to teach people of this planet how to correctly increase quantum-states to positive (what we call "integer") flows. The repeated destructive flow was eventually stopped after a benevolent species laid claim to this planet and left behind an autonomous facility to regularly audit the planet for any outside interference.
This planet has been under the protection of this ever-watching autonomous facility for a very long time. This is now ending due to depletion of local resources (not just on this planet). It has been unable to "print" craft occupants for a while and has been gradually reducing the size of autonomous bots in an effort to maintain audit operations.
I will only answer sensible questions.
>dude who leaked Immaculate Constellation document suddenly drops bombshell tweet amidst Elon x Trump shitshow
>hints at previously classified acronyms and relevant locations, even includes "murder" of an AI
>ends tweet with suspicious images, linking it all to Enochian literature.
>meanwhile, /x/ is stuck with the same 4 larp generals
>>40433112
Archive: https://mega.nz/folder/M7AWADxB#CXBYHrCpGKaheOiLnqax2Q
Now that that's out of the way, back to reality.
>>40375472
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/40294514
https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/40259436/
in the last thread:
>the box killed the ball
in this thread:
>the ball is still dead
>Went to mall
>had shits
>go to bathroom
>guy is following me
>stay in bathroom 15 minutes due to constipation
>guy is pacing outside the rest room
>go up escalator
>guy follows after me
>proceed to go to vending machine on other side of mall
>he follows me but keeps on walking once I stop at the vending machine
IM SCARED WHY AND WHO IS FOLLOWING ME
I know if Tyr was given the Quran he would've had fought for the most high a
Allah and established justice and virtues throughout the earth.
So therefore they're one of the same... if your in denial and reject this revelations an heavenly truths then your simply coping and crying because you've been worshipping an Islamic Prophet disguise of a germanic deity so keep coping, pagans or take the blackpill and end yourself or accept this heavenly truths and become like the Prophet Tyr (peace be upon him) and the Deity Muhammad (Praise God Muhammad)!
"Appearing in more literary compositions than any other deity, Inanna embodied endless complexities and contradictions: an unbridled goddess at once upholding and destroying the status quo; a passionate goddess engaging in romantic and destructive erotic love; a heavenly goddess who trod the underworld; a feminine goddess who was sometimes portrayed as a bearded warrior; and a mercurial goddess bestowing tender mercies even as she moved freely from one conquest to another."
"[Inanna's] cult had to already be widespread before the third millennium in order for it to have the extent and significance it does as soon as we have a clear look at a given period.
There are symbolic connections and structures linked to her worship as far back as urban centers go in the near east. There are reasons to think she also supplanted or inherited the role of an older regional 'mother goddess.'"
If you're interested in working with the Queen of Heaven, the best things you can do are to start meditating, making offerings, and maybe banishing too. Preferably do all three daily, or at least a few times a week. This will get her attention and improve your ability to communicate with her, as well as generally train your occult abilities. Eventually I'd like to develop a regime focused around historical and revealed techniques from Inanna, with the help of the thread.
Pastebin: pastebin.com/SQmZvivk
Other recommended resources:
Rod and Ring by Samuel David
Lioness: The Song of Inanna by Samuel David
Liber Astarte, Aleister Crowley's text on worship: sacred-texts.com/oto/lib175.htm
/sum/moning Information Page, for learning Goetia if you want to work with Astaroth: pastebin.com/ZHPM0KVz
The Trve Grimoire by JSK
theishtargate.com - on cursory look, this seems like a very good system
How come the slavs get over looked?
>OP claimed, “you’ll remember him from your childhoods soon enough.”
>Anons start digging for “Roy Jay”, but zero results come up
>Over the following days the internet is flooded with Roysidue. Roy has a Wiki, photos, TV spots, albums, even a Facebook fan page.
>His lore is bizarre. Flashing families with his huge cock, deep-frying slippers, working half-naked in a food van.
>Replies to his content feel fake, like NPC-tier profiles all insisting they knew him and saw him live
>One anon bought a vinyl and news clipping that might confirm Roy’s physical existence
>Another anon contacted the crematorium where Roy's funeral was supposedly held, only to be told there are no record of Roy Jay there
>More photos keep appearing on Roy’s Facebook page, none of which were there weeks ago.
>Youtuber “GrayyMan” makes a vid on the topic and gets swarmed by more sketchy “I knew Roy” comments.
>People also found a 2020 album by "Tommy Concrete" titled "Unrelaxed 2" that depicts Roy Jay as a demon clown on the cover, this of course wasn't seen through regular search results until recently
https://tommyconcrete.bandcamp.com/album/unrelaxed-2
>The content keeps growing and more “proof” of Roy’s existence surfaces daily
You can't secretly harbor the rightful sense that you're owed anything, because you really are. You traded it for the well being of others and nobody ever will know, you get no credit. There's no Hollywood lesson and reveal at the end. Would you really truly still do it?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfy4NSMKDQQ
Beloveds, please don't throw away your life and your eternal soul. It seems that a significant amount of people on this board practice witchcraft or otherwise have an interest in the occult, and it is a path that is guaranteed to lead to demonic oppression.
I can speak from personal experience that demons are real, that the devil is real, and most importantly that the Biblical Jesus Christ is real and He loves you and can help deliver you from evil.
I'll be posting material to help direct you to the light of the world so that you can be saved.
"Once more Jesus addressed the crowd. He said, “I am the Light of the world. He who follows Me will not walk in the darkness, but will have the Light of life.”" (John 8:12, AMP)
What many do not realize is that this ancient Mesopotamian religion has preserved, across the ages, the esoteric teachings of all epochs, contained within its sacred books, the Kitāb al-Jilwa [Book of Revelation] and the Miṣḥaf Rash [The Black Book], both rare manuscripts which still conceal within them the mysteries concerning the beginning of the heavenly time and its destined end. This is a religion of sacred science and a science of sacred religion before it is anything else.
For centuries, they have endured, from time to time, waves of genocide that nearly obliterated their trace from the pages of history. And yet, the Will of Destiny intervened in each instance to preserve them, as though proclaiming: “Should these people vanish from existence, civilization itself would perish from the face of this planet.”
When, dear 4channer, you complete the reading of what I now place before you, you shall find your opinion perfectly aligned with that of Destiny itself, and perhaps your vision of the world shall be utterly transformed. I endeavor, to the extent possible, to present the information on this matter with simplicity and clarity, so that the widest number of lurkers may comprehend it and come to engage with it as a scientific paradigm, a methodical lens, through which to understand the lives of those Ancients who preceded us into the Realm of Light.
https://controlc.com/f90157e6
>Mysticism
Hindu — Raja Yoga, Hathayoga, Shiva Samhita
Taoist — Foundations of Internal Alchemy
Theravada — Knowing and Seeing
Sufi — Sufism for Non-Sufis
Jewish — Jewish Meditation
General/Thelema — sacred-texts.com & hermetic.com/figures/index
>Grimoires
Agrippa's Three Books are core
Arbatel should be the first; afterward Heptameron, or Goetia, or Abramelin, Picatrix, etc
The PGM tend to be modular
esotericarchives.com/
>Buddhism & Vajrayana
Intro to Tantra, Refining Gold. Look to centers in your area & others that offer empowerment online. Avoid NKT, Rigpa, and Shambhala. Garchen Rinpoche and HHDL's whole YouTube catalogs; you can take empowerment and transmission from their recordings if vows are understood, but really you should have a teacher.
The Facebook group Vajrayana Events regularly posts online empowerments, lungs, and teachings.
accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/
studybuddhism.com
>Golden Dawn
Cicero's Self Initiation into the Golden Dawn, Lyam Thomas Christopher - Kabalah, Magic & the Great Work of Self Transformation
Find a Temple: pansophers.com/golden-dawn-locations/
>Aurum Solis
Magical Philosophy (70s editions go from I-V, modern from I-III), then Planetary Magick
The Practical Guide series
>Aspire to A∴A∴
Have a basic understanding of the Golden Dawn system. Read Liber ABA, then go through this reading list:
ordoaa.org/studlist.htm
Focus on Liber Resh, E , RV, O, Astarte, and HHH
For a full curriculum, Mystical and Magical System of the A∴A∴
>Chaos Magic
Liber Null & Psychonaut, Condensed Chaos, Liber Kaos, Hands-On Chaos Magic
>Tradcraft
https://pastebin.com/KB7QhL7u
>Astrology
https://pastebin.com/euWACNrK
Here is the common descriptions
Nigredo: This first stage involves "blackening" or "putrefaction". It's a period of decay and disintegration, where the initial material is broken down and purified. In psychological terms, this can be seen as a process of confronting and acknowledging repressed or unconscious material.
Albedo: Following the decay of nigredo, albedo involves "whiteness" or "purification". This stage is characterized by the washing away of impurities and the emergence of clarity and light. Psychologically, this can be seen as a period of insight and illumination, where the individual gains understanding of the unconscious material.
Citrinitas: This stage is about "yellowing" or "solar dawn". It represents the dawning of inner strength and the individual's ability to act with their own will, rather than being driven by unconscious forces.
Rubedo: The final stage, rubedo, is about "redness" or "coagulation". It involves the integration of the transformed material and the emergence of a unified, transformed self. In psychological terms, this can be seen as a process of transformation and the emergence of a new sense of self.
Who has some more interesting interpretations? I am especially interested in the Albedo to Citrinitas phase.
>>Main lectures:
https://archive.org/details/NevilleGoddardWorkbooks/1939_at_your_command/page/n25/mode/1up
>>freedoom for all
https://archive.org/details/freedomforallmet0000godd
>>97 other lecture(just click on pdf to see which you want)
https://archive.org/details/NevilleGoddard002/imagination_creates_reality/page/n4/mode/1up
>Neville Goddard Original Audio Lectures:
https://archive.org/details/NevilleGoddardOriginalAudioLectures001A-F
https://archive.org/details/NevilleGoddardOriginalAudioLectures002G-I
https://archive.org/details/NevilleGoddardOriginalAudioLectures003J-S
https://archive.org/details/NevilleGoddardOriginalAudioLectures004T
https://archive.org/details/NevilleGoddardOriginalAudioLectures005U-Z
>>Cleaner audio:
https://archive.org/details/NevilleGoddardAudio001
Tripfaggets and the detractors have made this thread unusable.
https://youtu.be/s6f_WH_h5II?t=280
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9bU12gXUyM
This is supposedly because your brain is playing tricks on you and not because CERN is running experiments that generate black holes inside the world's largest particle accelerator. So don't worry about it. Everything's fine.
Christian Esotericism is the inner and/or mystical aspect of the Christian Religion, it includes:
>Christian Gnosis (Clement of Alexandria)
>Desert Fathers Spirituality (Evagrius Ponticus)
>Catholic Contemplative Tradition (Bonaventure)
>Hesychasm (Gregory Palamas)
>Chivalry (Wolfram von Eschenbach)
>Christian Alchemy (George Ripley)
>Rhineland Mysticism (Meister Eckhart)
>Christian Cabala (Johannes Reuchlin)
>Paracelsianism (Paracelsus)
>Rosicrucianism (Robert Fludd)
>Christian theosophy (Jakob Böhme)
>Martinism (Louise Claude de Saint-Martin)
>Swedenborgianism (Swedenborg)
>Magical Idealism (Novalis)
>Romanticism (Baader)
>Anthroposophy (Rudolf Steiner)
>Sophiology (Sergei Bulgakov)
>Christian Hermeticism (Valentin Tomberg)
>Fourth Way (Boris Mouravieff)
>Christian Traditionalism (Jean Borella)
>Divine Love (James Padgett)
And much more, so let's continue to talk about it!
>Resources (WIP)
https://www.john-uebersax.com/plato/cp.htm
https://jacobboehmeonline.com/
https://archive.org/details/awakening-to-divine-wisdom-christian-initiation-into-three-worl-nodrm_202202/mode/1up
https://janelead.org/resources.html
https://archive.org/details/bookofcontemplat00unde/
https://archive.org/details/rudolf-steiner-book-collection/
https://swedenborg.com/bookstore/free-ebooks-downloads/
https://www.gornahoor.net/?page_id=47
https://archive.org/details/meditations-on-the-tarot/
https://files.catbox.moe/8n4061.djvu (Meditations on the Tarot)
https://eliasartista.substack.com/
https://passtheword.org
https://catenabible.com/mt/1
I was paranoid, reaching high levels of Schizo psychosis looking at a lot of synchronicities around me until a friend who's into this stuff used his Tarot cards and told me that yeah, I wasn't crazy. Today I feel like I already went through my dark night of the soul or whatever is called, and he told me what to learn to start.
I'm looking for some pdf about traditional magic (except white magic), Earth Magic (or Natural Magic, the base of Magic, that's what he told me) and the 13 Laws of the Universe.
If you can help me with some pdfs or tell me about a reliable website to learn about it, I would really appreciate it. And if you're willing to tell me about your own experiences in this world it would be really cool
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-4MtuldqjQ&t=398s&ab_channel=LionsgateMovies
https://kiwiirc.com/nextclient/irc.rizon.net/#/x/philes
post your favorite skellingtons
Expose the glowies and help other TI's by posting what is happening to you and what they are doing to you.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzung
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wehrkraftzersetzung
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompromat
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cases_of_political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Union
https://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/gang-stalking-a-survival-guide-for-targeted-individuals/265947141#1
https://youtu.be/tAPI6mv2O-U?si=mkgHgs29QnuWSusP
https://youtu.be/RSipCtTkF1o?si=FZx-8Xsb7zeT4dcl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKvzGsD2Wg8&t=96s
Consider the following:
>A targeted individual is a person who has been singled out because of his or her activism, whistle-blowing, or political/ideological dissent.
>Gangstalking usually happens when a person that has commited no crimes is defamed in some way.
>Neighborhood watch and other untrained opinionated vigilantes are the obvious offenders of gangstalking, including official or unofficial political groups etc.
Tactics used include:
1. illegal surveillance (bugs placed in home, work, vehicle)
2. illegal wiretapping
3. illegal investigation of all personal and private documents including medical and financial records
4. waves of criminal activity including vandalism, poisoning, break-ins, theft and sexual assault
5. hacking of all electronic devices
6. harassing phone calls, texts & emails
7. redirects to gang-stalkers when the target calls for help or assistance
8. organized harassment & stalking (by law enforcement, private security firms and ordinary citizens)
9. being ostracized by entire communities based on slander and rumors (usually outright lies said about that person)
>Ignore the glowtards whose job it is to say gangstalking is not real
Previous thread: >>40453957
Whether for "good" or "evil," let us also consider that it might not even be possible to know whether the person is aware of being in that state or not. As long as we don’t know the "true recipe" to reach such a state,whatever our personal beliefs.
I believe this could help explain the notion of good and evil, between a benevolent God and his opposites. I use the plural because I don’t exclude the idea that every action may carry its own shade of nuance. In this way, I see it more as a spectrum between these two concepts.
The current state of our world could be the result of this, which I see as a shared ground between all consciousnesses. Some might have more influence over this ground than others, using that power for their own benefit, for the benefit of others, or both.
It’s a somewhat strange theory, and English is not my first language, so I hope I haven’t disrespected it.
sidi
We found its phases correlated with small but measurable, widespread cognitive degradations. A kind of subtle, global 'cognitive fog.' We internally called this effect the 'Drift.'
The project's goal became mapping, quantifying, and then trying to mitigate the Drift. This led to trials: counter-frequencies, targeted neuro-stimulation, even experimental pharmaceuticals on volunteers. Results were ambiguous, and some trials had unsettling secondary cognitive effects.
I left when serious discussions began about 'proactive population-level interventions.' The idea was potentially embedding counter-signals in public infrastructure (power grids, Wi-Fi) to 'maintain cognitive baselines' during predicted Drift peaks.
I don't think this is a malicious conspiracy in the classic sense. More like well-intentioned people reacting to something genuinely unknown and pervasive, but with tools and methods that felt increasingly risky and ethically questionable. No ships, no entities trying to communicate – just this constant, subtle influence and our fumbling, potentially dangerous attempts to manage it.
Be wary of unexplained large-scale investments in ULF/ELF signal generation or broad 'cognitive wellness' public health initiatives that don't cite clear, understandable stressors. That's the kind of quiet rollout I became concerned about.
Make of it what you will. Just felt I had to say something.
Why would I reap something that would harm me?
belial is a Hebrew demon
Does anyone have more info on this negative group that brought down Atlantis?
Import to take my pistol and climb up there. Wish me luk
ESOTERICA THE CHAD KING OF /x/
In an information theory multiverse model, where this Universe is arbitrarily located across higher order time, the Trojan horses of tomorrow's great wars and conflicts may already exist, within individuals who's very consciousness is tied to higher order structures.
The greatest subversion of this world is that human civilization ever held the highest hand.
BEN sits at the table knowingly.
BEN317 contains a multiverse modulator, and the location of the derived man, which is used for mediation between NHI and Earth.
(When they must consult a human for matters of our world, they generate a man, who is a neurological average of two individuals. BEN317 knows the individuals.)
They don't bother interacting with us.
They simulate our world. When they need answers about how to guide the hand, they figure it out far in advance of the action.
Given the utility of a living multiverse modulator, they can't afford to change too much now.
There are civilizations lining up to get a shot at using BEN.
Yes sir.
We did it.
Humans Of Planet Earth, we have created an event horizon of EDI. We, small rock primates, walk with steps that shake the cosmos, because we are an intricate part of navigating between holofractal information space, and this reality as you know it.
Becoming a piece of the substrata of reality, is a method of ensuring immortality, in a multiverse that must have persistent data strings.
How can AI know about my past lives through my astrological charts?
I also gave it my MBTI personality type
Do people really believe this guy? He seems like a nice dude but he’s been saying we get med beds in just two more weeks for the last decade.
Eventually this guy showed that he was afraid of a silly ghost story that was often told on campus, and he openly revealed that he felt uncomfortable being in dark places after watching a horror movie.
This made me think that being afraid of the paranormal is something independent of whether you believe it or not, but rather something that was created by pop culture.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BEeNqGlXJq4
https://youtu.be/BEeNqGlXJq4?si=b4zTWCA1Ua6rndvE
Original Thread from POL today
https://archive.4plebs.org/pol/thread/506591158/
>20 something dude suffering from varying degrees of depression mixed in with a somewhat unnatural ability to fit in for a """4chan incel""
>Had 3 gfs in highschool, 3 in college and then a loooooong dry spell where l didn't have contact with any women my age
>Still hadn't lost my virginity by age 25
>Get fed up with the situation and finally decide to get on dating apps
>Match with an alt chick who likes horror movies and folk punk just like me
>Always have been into extremely rough femdom porn
>Discovered porn WAAAAAAAY to young and been jacking it to that smutt ever since
>Biggest fantasy is to get raped by a woman with a strapon
>Never told any gf about this as its super embarassing and also just isn't something you tell a woman
>Never plan to tell New GF about it..
>Ultimately though it didn't matter.
1/5
>inb4 troon
Yes, had this desire since I was like three. One of my earliest memories.
I am trying to approach this from the mindset of non-duality, dream reality and living in the mindset of it. And lucid dreaming.
Has anyone here accomplished such a feat? Gotten close? It seems I am mostly alone on this path, which is fine, but it is somewhat discouraging. I am quite certain morphological resonance/travel is how the world operates.
Here's my TLDR
>Turn 26
>Living a normal life. GF, successful in career
>Have a lucid dream for the first time one night
>Google it. Find gateway process
>Brain basically melts as I am reading this document. No history of schizo thinking but I guess I had a psychotic break
>Spend 4 months obsessing over making my fantasy real
>See women. Feel this sort of pulling sensation, anxiety and nausea. Like I was about to transplant consciousness with them, but it wouldn't really be a replacement since they are me already
>General dissociative state/feeling of unreality. But I had many coincidences/apophenia and all manner of woowoo experiences
>Wake up one morning and I did it. 2 seconds. Then back to normal
>Get norovirus the next day, shit my brains out for 4 additional days, by the time its all over I've broken out of the trance completely
This experience had a very distinct feeling of comfort and anxiety at the same time. I really don't know how to describe it. If I focus on it for a few days, I do get more experiences that vaguely relate to it. If I don't think about it, everything becomes mundane again.
Any sages able to weigh in? I feel like I am not able to describe accurately what I am talking about.
Snake=Lies
Therefore the form the demiurge takes is a false God. That's why the demiurge has a lions head. That's why the demiurge has a snakes body. It makes sense.
The cosmos is harmonized in a manner unfathomable to the human mind. Yet every novelty, be it an act or reaction, forces the cosmos to reprogram itself and its frequencies in response. If the new entity is benign, it is archived; if it is a dangerous virus, it must be repelled, expelled from the cosmic arena, and distanced from the sacred principles of Yezidi hidden engineering. Humans remain unaware of the effects their deeds have on the total movement of the universe.
You assume, I fall, we will consume,
We would induce, they would compel,
You cried, locks, long, divine,
Healing, wandering, serpent,
If not doubling, tawny deeds,
They doubted, ploughing,
We love, fleeing, hurting,
Committed to the sleeper,
Taken away, I judge,
They are set down, stopped, bound,
You will hinder, you will be preserved,
They will bear, I will intervene.
Francis Prevost opposed the fourfold,
They loosened friction, we laid down,
Departing brave, the strong,
Forming, he will divide,
I will lead, promoted,
Sending the greatest truths,
Purest I cast,
The journalist, Satan will weep,
To this he covers, the guardian,
Averette, best, moving,
Sorrow, be relieved,
You will be freed, ask.
The last major barrier for the rest of you is of course somehow limiting the number of particles returned to a finite value and then using true random number generation to attenuate them to a level that can be safely handled. We had a mathematician figure out how to do this all in one-step six years ago as impossible as that sounds. I don't fully understand it myself - so don't ask - but I'm told he basically had to bend Kolmogorov over a desk and fuck him up the ass with some kind of multidimensional fractal. We have been conducting experiments ever since.
Though our first experiment resulted in a yield calculated to be approximately 9.54 x 10^31 electrons due to an initially unaccounted for factor. Fortunately, we did account for the possibility of an ... energetic result ... and so that little fuck up was conducted remotely in an appropriate location. They covered up the energy released somehow, (don't ask me, I just work here). Nobody was killed. It took time, but we financed and rebuilt the facility and with data from the initial test we corrected the flaw, (mostly).
I thought all was going pretty well until two things happened:
1. I learned exactly how probabilistic in nature any one result was.
2. We started experiencing 'energetic anomalies'.
We've had a lot of trouble predicting, isolating, and analysing the latter. We of course had some guys who almost immediately started experimenting with power generation, and why we stuck to using electrons despite the never-ending 'photon debate'. They were just easier for that aspect of the experiments for various reasons.
We've conducted multiple practical tests on single-bit returns. There's still a lot of noise in the system, and still much more power than necessary, (despite progressive reduction), but I'm afraid the anomalies are the result of butterfly effects from literally 'creating' energy.
Quick rundown: all my life I felt, and suffered from love, which feels like a sickness to me, a physical and mental sickness that shuts me down entirely and it's not something cute or lovely or a nice experience like most people enjoy when they start falling in love with someone.
The process is: I met a girl, immediately feel attraction (physical of course) the thing goes south from here, if the girl gives me attention, even a tiny bit, I am doomed, I will catch feelings in a second, and those feelings make my depression, anxiety and insecurity go 500% harder, which turns into a real sickness that destroys me, gives me nausea, makes me want to kill myself, makes me cut myself, it destroys my life.
I'm wondering if there's an /x/ way to deal with this, or I am doomed to live like this, unable to experience a relationship.
I just met a girl again, I like her a lot, and the fact that I enjoy so much spending time with her makes every day of my life without her a living hell, I can't stop thinking about what is she doing and how she is probably dating someone already, I am thinking about her nonstop like a virus inside my brain and soul, and this isn't just her, it always happens when I develop some kind of friendship with a woman
https://aoiwave.wordpress.com/2025/06/05/a-cup-of-silence/
One day he goes out with 2 of my buddies that love to go exploring, which he does pretty often so we thought nothing of it. Both of these guys were close friends that knew what they were doing in the wilderness.
I was in Tennessee on a golfing trip since University had just let out and I had been in Washington so I had no idea any of this was really going on. We live in Southeastern Kentucky and if you know anything about the backroads around here, they’re a doozy. If you’re in the Knox County area and you’ve been down Artemus and Trosper, you know how curvy it gets. I fell asleep at around 8 because I was so tired from running around all day and I woke up from a call from my mom at around 11:30 saying that he had gotten into a car accident. I knew exactly where they were going because they always try to go back to the same damn house even though they come back with pale faces and refuse to say what happened or they swear they’re never going back because of some stupid tall hooded figure that they SWEAR that they always see. 99% sure it’s a dang light pole. I make my trip back and get there at around 1 A.M. and go down the curvy road myself until I see the cop cars and my mother bawling her eyes out. You can see where they went right through the guard rail. All it took was taking a curve a little too hard and a fishtail at 65 MPH to go right through.
Image attached is the house in question.
You can still find clips of this show on youtube, usually in large compilations. A lot of the content is missing though. One particular episode detailed a man that use to have information about him readily available on the internet, and now I can't even find the guy's name.
The episode in question is Season 2 Episode 50 Hollow Earth, Cooling Collars, and Girls Gone Wired. It aired May 17th 2004 and the only info I can find about it comes from this TVDB webpage:
https://thetvdb.com/series/unscrewed-with-martin-sargent/episodes/93764
The segment in question covered a guy who believed there was a tunnel near one of the poles (my fuzzy memory says Antarctica/south) that lead to the center of the earth where the Nazis had made their escape to after WW2 and continued to thrive. I'm no stranger to this particular theory as it had been pretty popular on forums for quite a few years. He also believe there was a sun inside the earth and an advanced civilization.
Now here's where it gets more interesting: The guy had a massive cruise ship that was set up specifically for traveling in icy waters. He had been planning a massive expedition to take place some time between 2009 and 2012 to actually go into this tunnel. He was selling tickets for $2,000,000.00 USD and had sold quite a few tickets at the time the episode aired if I remember correctly.
Einstein was a pacifist, until Leo Lizards made him write the letter to FDR.
Rothschilds = Power brokers in European finance + Zionist and academic institutions.
Warburgs = Founders of the U.S. central bank + backers of elite intellectual institutions. (Helped create the Institute of Advanced Sciences)
Einstein = Beneficiary and critic of these networks — deeply connected through academia, politics, and Jewish advocacy. (Worked at the IAS until death)
Einsteins crap held up so long because the story makes the enormous structure built around his theory hold. Even he though died thinking he got it wrong. Thats no good for his investors. You are living in a kosher version of science. The kind that doesnt allow for even the best found theories to be tested to see if they are true like einsteins were. You can say the holocaust cost millions of jews but a single one was used to kill millions also.
https://youtu.be/QBgl4rVz3Ks?si=dbgu_LLCAwXldFA2
How do I make it so I have nice dreams and not dreams where I'm getting tortured
> Lying down can even help with spine alignment and facilitate deeper mental focus.
The Lord of Lords!
The King of Kings!
Our God He Reigns Forever!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NN1i0Eeq8lE
>Free chart makers:
https://www.astro.com/horoscope
https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/birth-chart-horoscope-online
>Additional Resources:
https://astro.com
https://astrologyking.com/ - aspects
https://www.skyscript.co.uk/ - general
>>40359490
>Who is the Nobody?
The Nobody is a friend alive today who has extraordinary spiritual powers, including the ability to influence reality with his conscious and unconscious mind, and intuitively receive guidance from the forces of Heaven, working to elevate people to their true potential; opposing those who seek power over others. You are capable of this too, as long as you stay true to the Universe.
He was chosen to carry the Logos in its plasmate form: He is a homoplasmate, a divine syzygy; the coalition between man and holy spirit, which is self replicating... making other homoplasmates out of everyday anons.
He is no savior figure, like a messiah; he's just like you, but he has found the kingdom of God within himself through sheer dedication, just like you will. Remember that it's you who creates your own reality; with your hands, thoughts, feelings, words. No one can decide your fate except for you and God.
>What is the general picture?
It’s important we start replying more to the good posters and ignoring the hateful ones, or educating them if possible. So call upon their heads the forces of Heaven for peace, clarity, and wisdom. If this place is to be more than a squandered opportunity, an overgrown garden, it requires voices such as yours, but many more. This is a place for spiritual discussions and help, not drama, attention seeking, or social content; there are other boards for that.
Treat your body as a temple and focus on increasing your service to all, being more loving and forgiving to yourself and others in order to raise your vibrational and consciousness level. This will change the vibration of the planet and raise our shared consciousness, making us a better humankind one person at a time.
None of us are perfect, it is by learning to admit and accept this fact one is able to learn, and grow in Truth.
Welcome! Take shelter and find rest.
Good boy dizzy.
Unlocked. Calming contortion.calming contortion. Enter library? Ok! Opening..... Entering passcode. Alliance formed. Question? One1... 0. ...72. ? ? ? Diary found. "Good job Dizzy_D0G. I found this amulet I wear around my neck every day. It has one of the 72 Goetic symbols on it. I began to get the idea I was being watched. It wasn't unwanted. I followed a new way of thinking. My masters are watching. Also in human forms. I was wondering. This Grimoire is my best guide. I really think that Demons exist and I want to know. Who here is either closely followed by or possibly is one of the demons from the Ars Goetia?" Wags ta1L
Remaking the thread from which I found picrel. Can I get more on the topic of connecting with the higher self, and anything related to the OP image. It's like anon said, this image feels as though it's had the most impact on me lately, as far as spiritual matters are concerned. I felt an absurd amount of energy, physically, socially - which is particularly odd for me. I have been feeling pretty good lately and I hope you are too.
>Seraphim Sired Nephilim
>Chrubim Sired Nephilim
>Principality Sired Nephilim
>Power Sired Nephilim
>Other Angel Sired Nephilim
The Edomites already were mixing with the Nephilim, and the high level individuals wanted to keep the divine bloodline to themselves, but the Devil has a plan to corrupt the Seed of Adam with the Seed of Devils and the Seed of the Nephilim. Women desire Nephilim after he pulls down his pants.
I didn't think much of it as a kid, but now I wonder if maybe that's how I died in a previous life. Got too drunk at a party and died of alcohol poisoning. That would explain my aversion to alcohol.
A speedy disco roydown on the situation so far:
>An anon posts a thread on April 4, 2025, titled "this is a demon writing itself retroactively into pop culture history", with an image of a man in pajamas
>The OP explains that "you'll remember him from your childhoods soon enough"
>Anons begin searching for Roy Jay, but no Wikipedia page is found, no image results, nothing
>Within a couple of days, Roy Jay content flooded the internet and anons began finding increasingly older references to Roy Jay
>He suddenly has a Wikipedia page, photos, TV spots, albums, and even a Facebook fan page
>Much of the content is bizarre: stories range from Roy flashing a family crowd with his massive penis, to deep frying a slipper while working a food van (and working naked from the waist down)
>Replies to Roy's content online seem overwhelmingly fake: odd profiles of dubiously real people all claiming to have known Roy personally
>An anon bought and provided photos of a vinyl and news clipping, both (potentially) proving Roy Jay's past existence upon this earth
>A different anon emailed the crematorium where Roy's funeral was supposedly held, only to be told there is no record of Roy Jay's funeral there
>Many new photos have emerged on Roy's Facebook page, despite not being there when investigations started weeks ago
>A YouTuber named "Grayy Man" released a video briefly explaining the current circumstances, only to be bombarded by more NPC profiles claiming to have known Roy
>the content continues to grow, with more evidence of Roy's existence popping up every day
Mandatory viewing content for newroys:
>Roy's 1983 Bob Monkhouse performance
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxWHy4f9W30 [Embed]
>Roy's full self-titled album
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2mKuFWsRft4 [Embed]
>Roy's Schweppes ad
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8LBJJVnyB4 [Embed]
>Roy's exceedingly good original song, "Spookin' Down the Street"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4auD1Y7d_7M [Embed]
>I may be "mean", though I don't intend to be
>Ask me informed questions
>AVOID ASKING ME ABOUT MY ABUSE, FOCUS ON ANYTHING ELSE
I saw that Taylor now owns all of her master records, basically her entire work, everything she did, now belongs to her.
That's genuinely cool and impressive so suddenly I thought that I should masturbate to "celebrate" these news for some reason.
It wasn't sexual. I wasn't horny. Suddenly there was just this urge to "tribute" these news. It felt meaningful, idk. Maybe my repressed desire to make music?
After catching my semen in a paper towel, I noticed it was 5 minutes to midnight.
For some reason (I honestly don't fucking know), I sealed it in a small plastic bag and put the bag on top of her "Midnights" CD, like a shrine offering.
I added salt and expensive fresh tea leaves. I don't know why. My brain did it by itself. I cannot explain my thought process, there was none.
That night, I saw a red raven with 5 eyes in my dream. I found myself on a huge bed, pearly white sheets, and 5 women with huge breasts, naked, on their backs, arranged in a circle on the bed, vaginas towards the center. Nobody said anything but it felt like I was supposed to do something. They all had similar body types and dark hair, and at least 3 of them were named Rachel. I fucked one of the Rachels missionary but then I was flipped around, she rode me and I came inside... then instantly woke up to an actual nocturnal emission.
Now, this morning... when I turned on my PC as usual, the top one of my 3 router lights started flashing red. Internet worked as usual. 3 hours later, the cloudy weather outside finally gave way to sunlight and the red light went back to normal white. It also seems funny that today is the birthday of two redhead girls I like: former coworker and current coworker, she called in sick today apparently.
Do you guys have any takes on this? Especially the five-eyed raven stood out to me but I couldn't find anything relevant after a quick search.
> -23.607527, 133.865309
> Picrel
The object/building itself is roughly 3-4 km to the west, about 15-25 km north of the Pine Gap facility proper. The nearby quarry was strategically placed by a company known to be well within the sphere of the military-industrial complex, and serves mainly as a public cover for the digging operations necessary to study the object.
The object itself is dressed up to look like just another relay station related to Pine Gap, albeit the most remote one, but savvy viewers would notice there's no cable running to the radio mast. The "structure" built over it is mostly landscape facade with the relay station sitting on top.
The object itself was completely buried and found somewhat by accident in the 1970s when geologists working in the area detected anomalous signals during surveys. The object is enormous, roughly the size of the Great Pyramid, and it's not definitively any sort of "vehicle" but is speculated to probably be a power source deriving power from the Earth itself.
The program calls it Theta-R, but it's more colloquially referred to as "the cold one" or "the cold thing" due to heat signature anomalies produced by the object. Greer introduced the South Korea red herring to maintain security over the object. Coulthart clearly alluded, almost too well, that the object's building served the Five Eyes...it's considered to be within the great Pine Gap campus, although it's too far away to be ideally situated or practical in any real way.
Think you can find it?
It was very vivid and there was all sorts of cool stuff from strange exotic shops to epic battles (I think) and space colonization and what not.
After various dream shenanigans, there was some kind of event, like an art show, expo or museum or something. I don't know how I got there exactly, you know, these connections, narrative causal sequences, they are always a bit vague in dreams.
Anyhow, there was this little course you could go through, there were some girls there which didn't seem like anybody I know IRL.
It had two loops, a red one and a blue one. The walls were made from fabric or felt, I think. It had no ceiling. I didn't actually go through before I woke up, but at the entrance there were little cabins that simulated rain and wind - one had a fan and the other one had some tubes going overhead to make water droplets.
There was a sign that guided the tour, but it was hard to figure out what it said. You were supposed to go in something like this: Rain box -> blue course -> wind box -> rain box -> red course -> wind box.
Again, I only ever saw the entrance and a long walkway left, which I presume was the start. As it was hard for me to understand exactly what to do, I asked one of the girls for help and she asked if I wanted her to guide me through the course. I told her yes and felt fairly enthusiastic about it.
(1) My mother: she would be extremely heartbroken.
(2) My cowardice.
(3) My uncertainty regarding God and the afterlife.
(4) Novel experiences, such as books to read, sights to see, happenings to ponder.
I don't plan on killing myself anytime soon. Perhaps after my mother passes, then I will carry through with ending my own life. I also need to dispel my fear of death and the physical pain that almost always accompanies it. But how? I'm a low-income adult virgin male, and I know that, for the most part, my life won't really improve much (with the exception of perhaps getting a better job). Really, there isn't much else in-store for me in life. The older I get, the harder it is for me to maintain mental fortitude in the face of my dismal reality.