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>I have tried mushrooms and all they ever do is make me more miserable and more hopeless
They make you introspective, and you are already miserable and hopeless. Do not expect a pleasant time, but they crack depression HARD and let you identify your problems and maybe start working towards solutions. There is a huge difference between a heroic dose and 2-3g. Once you start seeing the fractal nature of reality and feeling electromagnetism around you, then you're vibing for real.

>I When on them I just feel tired and sad and childish, even worse than before.
I feel similarly tired, on mushrooms I can feel all my scars and inflammation across my entire body. It's still not a bad experience though, it lets me realize just how much trauma you've put up with and how strong I really am for living through it. There is NOTHING wrong with being childish. Our inner children are beings of light and love, they should be embraced and not rejected.

>I've never taken more than a 2-3 milligrams at a time, but honestly I don't want to. it would make me sick and puke them up, they already make me feel nauseous when I do them.
Just don't take them on an empty stomach. Feeling nauseous is normal, this is something very strong pumping neurotransmitters through your intestines. You'd be surprised though, I've felt sick on them but I've never puked them up. If you think it's the dirt or something I'd recommend this product, it's expensive but clean and works well:

https://www.amazon.com/Road-Trip-Stardust-Mushroom-Raspberry/dp/B0DJF4VKB7

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